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his birthday.
tone n slim down.
march holidays.
sun tanning.
my birthday.
nite safari.
more tops.
heels.
flip flops.
shoes.


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1203. march holidays.
1803. 16 months anniversary.
1803. wenxin's 14.
2003. school reopen.
2603. alex's 14.
0104. april fool. jamie's 15.
0204. yiling's 16.
0404. guoqiang's 18.
0904. shermain's 13.
1004. willie's 16.
1204. daryl's 14.
1304. tatfatt's 17.
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2404. dad's bdae. wingtong's 14.
2504. jingquan's 14.


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Friday, March 18, 2005
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[missed you`]
at 3/18/2005 06:09:00 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

[missed you`]
at 3/17/2005 01:11:00 AM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

pictures UPDATES on 14 march 05 *

 

egoistic, uncivilised pigs at dte mac. =D

miss phebe when we're at her place. =D

[missed you`]
at 3/16/2005 01:01:00 PM

pictures UPDATES on 14 march 05 *

 

egoistic, uncivilised pigs at dte mac. =D

miss phebe when we're at her place. =D

[missed you`]
at 3/16/2005 12:46:00 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
back back back. after 2 days of fun. =D

hmm. sunday marhs..
wenta little india with him. not our initial plan huhs.
hahas. our initial plan was to go jogging in e evening.
but but but. hahhas.. its always like this..
well. had a uneasy but quite a fun time there barhs.
headed for chinatown at nite. den home.
reached home quite late. hahas~

then monday. went suntanning for 2 hours?!! weets*
HAPPY worrs. hahaas. i got darker. tanner.. hahas.
not very satisfied YET.
im going for a second round this sat if possible.
den for the third round asap after the second one.
den okays!! i'll be satisfied then. hahas..
met up with my boy at 8pm.
headed down to bedok again. to get his card reader.
goshhies. i wanna change fone!!! i wanna change!!
haiis. disappointed. i love his fone alot!!
i love 7260 also.. haiis. darn it!!
okays. den he wenta eat. i bite on something.
den headed home. no kisses tonight.
im quite late tonight yeahs? hahas..
straight home. bathe. admire my body color.
and online. =D

btw. read so many funny things online..
dont ask me what. i will NOT say.
its for me to know. and for you to find out!! hahas..
alrights.. wont be out tml i guess..
im shagged. wanna go MIA lehs.. hahhas.
wed might meet him for a short while.
same goes for thursday i suppose.
friday going out. celebrate 16th anniversary.
most prolly will spend the nite out. hahas..
its holidays. c'mon.. =)
den den den.
if spending nite out, sat will be at home.
and sunday go tanning!! hahas.
go back to sch with a sexy color. LOLS.

alrights. that should be the plan.
okays pokies. i should be going to get some rest.
im tired. shagged. really tired. well well.
good nite guys. take care =D

haiis. disappointment? but ive gotta put on a smile no matter what.

[missed you`]
at 3/15/2005 12:42:00 AM

back back back. after 2 days of fun. =D

hmm. sunday marhs..
wenta little india with him. not our initial plan huhs.
hahas. our initial plan was to go jogging in e evening.
but but but. hahhas.. its always like this..
well. had a uneasy but quite a fun time there barhs.
headed for chinatown at nite. den home.
reached home quite late. hahas~

then monday. went suntanning for 2 hours?!! weets*
HAPPY worrs. hahaas. i got darker. tanner.. hahas.
not very satisfied YET.
im going for a second round this sat if possible.
den for the third round asap after the second one.
den okays!! i'll be satisfied then. hahas..
met up with my boy at 8pm.
headed down to bedok again. to get his card reader.
goshhies. i wanna change fone!!! i wanna change!!
haiis. disappointed. i love his fone alot!!
i love 7260 also.. haiis. darn it!!
okays. den he wenta eat. i bite on something.
den headed home. no kisses tonight.
im quite late tonight yeahs? hahas..
straight home. bathe. admire my body color.
and online. =D

btw. read so many funny things online..
dont ask me what. i will NOT say.
its for me to know. and for you to find out!! hahas..
alrights.. wont be out tml i guess..
im shagged. wanna go MIA lehs.. hahhas.
wed might meet him for a short while.
same goes for thursday i suppose.
friday going out. celebrate 16th anniversary.
most prolly will spend the nite out. hahas..
its holidays. c'mon.. =)
den den den.
if spending nite out, sat will be at home.
and sunday go tanning!! hahas.
go back to sch with a sexy color. LOLS.

alrights. that should be the plan.
okays pokies. i should be going to get some rest.
im tired. shagged. really tired. well well.
good nite guys. take care =D

haiis. disappointment? but ive gotta put on a smile no matter what.

[missed you`]
at 3/15/2005 12:42:00 AM

Saturday, March 12, 2005
not bad a day. but can be better i believe.
today just isnt my day. haiis~
btw. im currently hooked on like..
britney's hit me baby one more time? l0ls.
not really. but more to mltr's thats why you go away~
haiis. nice and romantic song.. goshhies.
if only there's someone who could send it to me now.

but in any way. i'll have the lyrics up first.
ilovethesong.

baby wont you tell me why.
there is sadness in your eyes.
i dont wanna say goodbye to you.
love is one big illusion.
i should try to forget.
but there is something left in my head.

youre the one who set it up.
now youre the one to make it stop.
im the one who's feeling lost right now.
now you want me to forget.
every little thing you said.
but there is something left in my head.

i wont forget the way youre kissint.
the feeling so strong were lasting for so long.
but im not the man your heart is missing.
thats why you go away i know.

you were never satisfied.
no matter how i tried.
now you wanna say goodbye to me.
love is one big illusion.
i should try to forget.
but there's something left in my head.

sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere.
dont know which way to go.
there aint so much to say now between us.
there aint so much for you.
there aint so much for me anymore.

well. thats about it.
im just feeling upset. feeling rather sick.
not sick physically. mentally i guess. hahas.
im quite sadistic these few days..
people better refrain from making troubles with me.
if pick fight, im in the mood to kill. hahas..
i find myself scary too.. hahas~
crazy girl. okays okays. im going to bed. im tired.
good nite guys. take care =D

[missed you`]
at 3/12/2005 12:21:00 PM

last updated on 10 march. thursday..

well. so im here again.
just feeling a little bored yeahs? hahas..
blogging does kill my time. l0ls!!

early morning and im here. hahas.
got home rather late last nite. bathed n slept like a pig.
since 0000 hrs until like 0915 hrs? oh god.
imma pig. hahahs...
okays. wenta city hall. looked around.
ate at long john's silver.
he had a great time bitching about the service there. l0ls.
sat down. talked. den headed down to bugis.
bought my shoes last nite at bugis. converse.
oh by the way. there's sales in all converse outlet =D
then he and i went to bugis village.
mygod. shopped like crazy. hahahs~
bought lotsa stuff.
and he got me the bangle i wanted for sooo long..
thanks babe. loveee ya =D
and and and. there's a big sale down at perlini's silver too.
hahas. then he sent me home at abt 10 plus??
slackked a little. den went home.
yeahs. tt was ytd. i sure enjoyed myself!! =D

alrights. ive no idea where i'll be going later.
should be chilling somewhere barhs..
hmmm. well. as for now.
i think i should be doing my holiday homework.
as there isnt much. finish fast. dont have to worry so much.
bwahaahs~ kkays.
tts about it.. will update again!! hahahs.
take care guys.. enjoy ur holidays~!!!

lovedd-

[missed you`]
at 3/12/2005 09:51:00 AM

Thursday, March 10, 2005
alrights.. im back. hahas =D
sians arhs. everyone siaos de. dont like larhs!!
i du lans du lans narhs~!! arsee.

okays. today wasnt fun at all. grrrrr.
no good no good.
had history test. kinda difficult. but can cope.
hahas. not very difficult actually. LOLS.
den had a short assembly.
and i got back.....





this. =D
hahas.. yeahs. kinda upset. my english.. haiis~
hmmmm. not bad le barhs.. hahas.
overall, im kinda satisfied. yeahs..

well well. im running out of things to say.
my boy should be fetching me from sch tml.
den going out later at nite with him =D
oh by the way. he got his new fone.
his 21st bdae gift from me.
but well, im not that rich. chipped in a little.
about half of it bahs. hahas..
alrights alrights.. cant wait to see him.
and go shop for shoes!! hahas..
take care guys.. good nites =D

[missed you`]
at 3/10/2005 09:24:00 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005
until now. you still dont understand.
maybe its just not meant to be.
maybe everything has been a dream.
just a kind of dream i wanted.
but not a dream that can be a reality.
its time to forget everything.
to wash away all the thoughts.
all those memories.
i should be happy with what ive now.
and you too, should be happy with what youve now.
im just afraid it'll be difficult.
but i'll try.
once gone, forever gone -

alrights. the above post isnt referring to my boy n i.
we're doing fine. still quite fine. referring to something else.
okays~ havent been updating for e past 2 days.
nothing much happened. sch was kinda relax.
just a little stressed up with some stuff.
have been meeting my boy every nite.
mon, tues and even today.
got home at about 11pm daily. hahas.
well. cant really rmb what happened.
but definitely nothing unhappy. =D

okays. today was sch's 5th annual sports day.
booooooooring. hahas.
was dismissed at like 1730 instead of the 1700.
wenta meet him. he sent me home after a drink.
got him his 21st bdae gift le. hahas..
its good i gave him early. its just a chipping in thingy.
chipped in with his own money to get his nokia 6600.
glad hes changing his fone. hahas.
alrights. he kinda excited about it. l0ls.
if it was me, i will be too =) hahas.

hmm. well. that was about it.
sch's as usual tml. no netball training. COOL. hahas.
cos having meet-the-parents session. weets~
den next week holidays. shiok man. hahas.
okays okays. den good.
friday will be fun, i believe. =D
anws. anyone wanna go suntanning?
i wanna go tan myself on either next monday or tuesday.
at sentosa. in the early afternoon.
thats 11 plus close to 12 in the noon =D
i wanna get tanned. hees =D

alrights. im going off. feeling tired.
and im still sick.
good nite guys. take care. sweet dreams to all~

lovedd`

[missed you`]
at 3/09/2005 10:20:00 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2005
he said ive got a *oh-so-poor-thing* look.
wth man. hahas~
everything went right the 3rd time he followed me.
hugs. kisses. and the promises.

wenta 24 hours to eat.
saw linkin, deshun, fatt n ah ben.
the other table is jofri n chong yue.
okays. he n i sat down. ate.
crapped with the guys.
he n i went off after eating.
slackked at mama shop there.
due to the hot weather.
when weather got cooler..
we wenta white sands.
bought linkin a lighter for his bdae.
hope he'll like it =D
den headed down to the bbq pit.
met new frens. bbq-ed. crapped.
stayed overnite.
freaking linkin got drunk after 6 cups of diluted whiskey.
tt ass. wanted to slap him awake.
but i dont believe that he's drunk.
i somehow feel that he's too depressed.
and doesnt wanna face the reality. and acted drunk.
got him awake after lotsa violence used. hees*
he n i then slept in the tent till morning. shagged.
morning he went home bathed n changed.
accompany me for breakfast. den sent me to bus stop.

quite a nice day. just spent my day rotting?? hahas.
okays.. the following week will be fun i believe. its holidays!!
ive got the whole one week to catch up with whatever i need to.
and not forgetting to PLAY PLAY AND PLAY~!! enjoy man!!
ive never once never enjoyed during my holidays. hahas~
gonna ton again. cos just nice, 16 months is in the holiday week!
weets~!! goshhies. im HAPPY =D

well. lotsa plans should be coming up soon.
gotta go rest now. headache. need my sleep.
take care guys~ enjoy n see ya around =)))

[missed you`]
at 3/06/2005 01:19:00 PM

Saturday, March 05, 2005
came home. reached home around 0030.
with jiejie. wenta tm today..
in a cab. cos i met him.
in a cab with someone i dont know.
shared cab fare with him.
cos going to same place.
but well. he paid a little more..
im terrible, i know that.
okays okays~ back to my sister n tm.
my main purpose is to look for my shoes...
but somehow, in one way or another...
we ended up seeing other things, eating..
and catching a movie. hide and seek.

well. its not bad a show.
but heard from my sis, sixth sense is better.
ive got like scared in the show..
though it didnt turn out to be a ghost story.
which i found out ages ago.. hahas~
stupid me. but well well..
its quite heart attacking. l0ls~
those sudden scenes. those i dont know what u call tt.
hahas. well.. after the show.
we failed chasing our bus.
and we thought there are more servicing.
but NO. no more no. 3 were servicing..
so well. took a cab home.
went on dutch today..
im like broke?? yeahs. broke.

haiis. okay.. i dont know what to say.
im kinda loss for words now.
got my problems not solved yet.
feeling real bad. real upset.
but.. i dont know. maybe..
i dont know.
heve gotta help out in deciding this time..
im lost. very lost.

alrights. gonna catch my beauty sleep now.
gonna wait for him tml at his house area in the morning.
i hope i can see him.
haiis. its one hell load of a long story.. upsetting one.

okays.. tts all le barhs..
good nite guys. take care~


im sorry. im missing you.
iveneveroncestoppedlovingyou.
i still love you.
waiting for you to nod ur head <3

[missed you`]
at 3/05/2005 01:23:00 AM

Thursday, March 03, 2005
im BACK for more actions~ bwahahas!!! CRAZY-

had like. math st today. gosh. kinda tough.
but well. its over. just let it go.
if i cant do well, there's always a second chance. =D

skipped netball. wasnt feeling well.
den rest. left my house at close to 1645.
took a bus to sch there. and changed to bus 27.
wenta tampines polyclinic to meet him.
heve got 2 days mc.
accompany him eat. wenta walk at tm..
decided on a shoe to buy. nike.
kinda cheap. i need a shoe as well. lalalas~
den walked around. took a bus back to pasir ris at 2100 plus.
den slackked. and finally went home at 2200.
reached home abt an hour ago.
hahas. now having gastric. wth man.
but well. im NOT gonna eat. if not i cant sleep.
plus im tired. didnt had my nap in the afternoon. l0ls~

well. tml shld be not bad. a quick day bahs.
meeting jiejie in the evening.
go see shoes. l0ls~
den might be meeting him for some schwork revision..
holidays' coming.. hahas~
well well. next week shld be a SHORT week too~
having sports day on wed.
not having lessons most probably..
yupps. haiis!! well~
cant tahan my gastric pain le.
i go orhorhs le.

good nite guys. take care.. tatas`

[missed you`]
at 3/03/2005 11:24:00 PM

Wednesday, March 02, 2005
alrights~ ive been blogging alot for the past few days.
hmm. lets see. nothing much happened today.
just feeling a little sians. hahas..

had chinese test today. everything was easy..
until the compre part came. hahas..
i everything except for the compre in 15 mins.
slept for 15 mins.
and realised i was left with another 25 mins to do my compre.
i panicked of course.. but i felt more tired. hahas..
was doing real slowly. but managed to fnsh it before 10am.
wasnt in the mood to think out of the box.
guess im gonna do badly for the compre..
feeling disappointed already.. hahas~

okays. den had art after recess.
quite fun. managed to get lotsa marks added.
due to re-doing my previous works.
but i re-do it just once. and got full marks or higher marks.
*getting proud here* l0ls~
art was enjoyable. wont see miss ng until 2 weeks later.
next week we're having sports day.
and the following week is our march holidays!!!
weets~!! have been waiting for this holiday.. hahas~
my brain n i needa break from school, from studies.
school definitely isnt enjoyable.. hahas~

okays. den had geog. weets~!!
scored the highest again..
c'mon. its geography.. hahhas.
how can i not score for geography??
it has been my top scoring subject since sec 1.
i only failed to get the top in class like only once thruout 04'??
okays. maybe twice or thrice. but definitely not more than thrice.
that i can confirm. hahas~
it goes the same for history.. but.. well. i flunk it for end of yr.
its like. i missed out lotsa lessons for spore hist.
and i know no shit about it.
so it wasnt my fault that i was sick n wasnt present in class.
well. just feeling very proud of myself.
first test for geog. ive got 85. a1. hahas =D HAPPY*

okays. what else?? ookays. half the class was gone after geog.
they went for sports heat. like wth. pangsehs me~ l0ls.
had math for only like half an hour. but i wasnt listening.
its as usual... hahhas~
though we had lesson for 1/2 hour. i was checking out phamplets.
phamplets for~ you know.. zoo, birdpark, nitesafari, sentosa.
hahas. i know im a little crazy. but. i wanted to go nitesafari!!!
so yeahs. to go to nite safari ONLY, its 18 for adults.
entrance to zoo ONLY, its 15 for adults.
and entrance to birdpark ONLY, its either 12 or 15 for adults~
for zoo or birdpark n nitesafari, its 25 for adults.
for zoo or nitesafari n birdpark, its 20 for adults.(if im not wrong)
okays okays. enough. hahas. im nitesafari crazy.
wonder why yu ying has those phamplets too.. shes crazy?? =P

l0ls. well well. what else to say..
was walking out with ling after sch.
its been long since i chatted with her.
get to know about lotsa shit. but well.
its just like this when everyone turn their backs to you..
okays.. came home. wanted to go out study..
ended up falling aslp. l0ls...
what a pig. but fnshed all homework.
left with math revision for tml's st. haiis~!!
ive never liked math. im scareddd. haiis...

okays okays. gonna call and ask who can teach me math.
needa revise.
take care guys. tatas`

[missed you`]
at 3/02/2005 07:43:00 PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005
l0ls. problem settled. after lotsa talking.
hmm. im back in action?? no-no.
im falling sick again.
cursed tt bitch who wans me to be sick.
bwahahas. im crazy.

alrights. sch was alright. not tt bad. ahhas.
but was feeling tired. as i was sick. AGAIN!!
after sch, wenta cp with florence.
bought 2 bouquet of flowers n chocolates.
for our dearest mr michael headley.
and another lady teaching e other half of e class.
today is our last eng enrichment lesson.
goshhies. now i realised how much i miss mr headley.
a nice guy a nice tcher a nice pa-pa indeed. hahas.
present our skids. took pictures with him.
chitchatting. enjoying the moments spend together.
hes really very nice. he promised to send us e pics we took!!
he's an old guy. that im missing right here at this moment~
he's wife is another classy lady. theyre just a perfect couple!!
gosh. if really time could go back to the past~ haiis!!
he said this is e 1st bouquet of flowers he received frm students.
and he really seem to like our class...
and with no doubts, our class loves him too!!
coming to the end of the session was really sad..
the girls nearly broke out into tears.
and the guys were all like. i dont know. just didnt wan him to go?
all of us just wanna HUG him~!!
we love him. and we believe he love us too~ missyou ALWAYS!!

okays okays~ enough of tt.
if i continue saying abt him, i'll cry.
i really miss him alot.. very very nice guy.
hmm. well. apart from him.
i miss my boy too!! finished my hw.
waiting to revise my chi for tml's test.
hope i can see my boy tonight.
if not, just hope to see him asap.
boyboy i love you <3

okays. gonna take a bath now.
perhaps eat. n call my boy and see what he says.
netball's on tml. haiis.
lotsa rumors going on.. saddening.
dont know if i will be going or not.
just hope nothing of what im thinking happen tml.
take care guys. =D

[missed you`]
at 3/01/2005 06:39:00 PM