Wednesday, June 30, 2004
hi there.. haiis.. sians 1/2.. feeling reali d0wn.. very em0ti0nal.. hahas.. haiis.. sians sians sians.. s0 sians..
kkies.. start wif ytdd.. kkies.. went o0ut at 6pm ytdd.. wenta meet dearr.. yeshh.. met him.. den wenta tampines t0 get my sista's stuff.. den slack ardd at tampines l0rhss.. den wenta int at abt 9pm t0 take bus back h0me.. when i reach h0me, the wh0le area's p0wer supply is cut 0ff i think.. yeahs.. den at 00:00 den my da jie c0me d0wn fetch me up.. dearr was wif me all the way until 23:15 lidat.. yeahs.. feel s0 bad t0 keep him s0 l0ng.. haiis.. yeahss.. den went h0me den g0t lights again.. irritating.. den slept at abt 01:30 lidat l0rhs.. yeahss..
den t0day.. haiy0s.. irritating day.. but managed t0 get away wif it.. hahahs.. yeahs.. was waiting f0r the bus at 06:45am.. den a bus came at 06:55.. but didnt st0p cushh i was the 0nly passenger wanteed t0 b0ard the bus.. den actuali dun wanna g0 scho0l de.. but th0t i cud make it l0rhs.. sians.. den a bus came at 07:10 lidat.. den i b0ard l0rhs.. wh0 n0es.. i was late f0r abt 3mins o0r s0.. yeahs.. den kena punished and s0.. den needa g0 detenti0n frm 4-6pm.. but.. i c0mplained t0 kumar.. den she helped me t0k t0 yaho0.c0m.sG.. den at 4pm i rep0rt t0 yah0o.. den she let me o0ff.. hahas.. co0l.. den went t0 pasir ris find dearr l0rhs.. den was at linkin's hse watching vcds den wenta tampines again t0 help my br0 buy thing.. den slacked at west plaza.. den fatt came.. den t0k t0k awhile.. yanling dun wanna patch.. sad arhs?? haiis.. den dearr sent me h0me lia0 l0rhs.. yeahs.. feeling rather badd.. gave dearr attitude.. s0 bad h0rs me? haiis.. but n0t i wan de.. s0rry dearr..
haiis.. yeahs.. haf been slping rather late since h0ls until n0w.. feeling very shagg... haiis.. cant get enuff slp l0rhs.. nebermind.. sat ask dearr hug me g0 o0rh o0rh.. hahhs.. hehehs.. haiis.. s0 n0tti h0rs me?? kekes.. haiis.. wad t0 d0?? hhahahs.. kkies den.. g0nna g0 p0m p0m lerr.. den g0 o0rh o0rh lerr.. very tirredd.. mishh y0u guys.. l0ve y0u guys as well.. rmb t0 rest earli huhs.. muackss muackss.. *s0rry dearr*
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6/30/2004 09:50:00 PM
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
hi guys.. just g0t h0me at 5 o0r earlier abit?? hahahs.. was wif cristal at heartland mall.. t0ok ne0prints n b0ught s0me stuff l0rhs.. yeahs.. b0ught the same c0mb lehs.. hahahs.. funny.. kkies.. feeling damn shag l0rhs.. fuck man.. slept late last nite.. w0ke up darn earli in the m0rning.. cushh scared i late.. hahahs.. den in sch sians 1/2.. cant bear wif it den fell aslp during m0ther t0ngue less0n.. super s0ng.. hahahs.. at heartland mall super du lans l0rhs.. g0t tis few nvSs de i think, super kB o0ne l0rhs.. stupid farkers u n0e.. yeahs.. den nebermind.. they didnt d0 anything s0 heck care l0rhss.. hahahs.. o0nly dia0 me s0 din b0ther.. hahas.. guai bahs.. hehes.. yeahs.. den saw cArine n her fren at the ne0print sh0p there.. very funny lehs.. she smile smile at me and cristal.. hahhas.. go0d os0.. hahhas.. den t0day in scho0l t0k c0ck wif sam.. she ji0 me n cristal o0ut o0ne day.. hahhas.. yeahs.. may be g0ing.. it all depends u see.. hahhas.. yeahs.. den t0day wh0le day feeling very shag.. tts all.. wanna die lerr.. haiis.. den meeting dear later.. at ab0ut 7pm.. haiis.. nebermind.. can see him os0 shuang.. hahahs.. mishH him u see.. hahahs.. yeahs.. think i g0 p0m p0m ler larhs.. later h0w t0 meet dear sia.. hahahs.. misHh ya guys.. bl0g again t0nite?? take care w0rs.. muackss.. >.^
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6/29/2004 05:41:00 PM
Monday, June 28, 2004
hi guys.. i'm backk.. hehes.. yeahs.. kkies.. t0day first day 0f scho0l w0rss.. sibeii sians l0rss.. hahahs.. kkies.. lemme see g0t wad thing t0 share.. kkies.. shld start fr0m the bginning 0f the day?? kkies.. reach scho0l late t0day.. was later than tt bitch.. as in my aiai larhss.. cristAl.. hahhas.. kkies.. st0p the crap.. kkies.. was in the c0urtyard f0r abt 2hrs.. my butT flat lerr larhs.. *hurmPhss* hhahas.. kkies.. yaho0.c0m.sg was t0king l0rhs.. tt bitch.. tok s0 l0ng.. st0p the m0ment the sun sh0ne at her.. useless l0rhss.. den the wh0le sch0ol laugh like dunn0 wad lidat.. hahhas.. kkies.. ah w0ng os0 said quite a number 0f things.. kena caught f0r my fingernails.. nabeii.. must cut lehs.. du lanss.. but nebermind.. cut osh0 go0d.. g0t netball 0n thursday.. but n0t sure c0nfirm 0r n0t l0hss.. yeahs.. nebermind.. kkies.. den went t0 kUmar's h0mero0m f0r 15mins.. den recess lia0s.. hahas.. i was made the finance manager lehss.. funny sia.. finance manager as well as the chinese rep.. yeahs.. tts funny.. den aft kUmar's less0n was recess.. aft recess had science.. yeahs.. saw lizard.. s0 happy.. mishh her l0ts u n0e.. hahhas.. den crap wif her AGAIN.. hahhas.. den had ge0graphy aft tt.. n0t badd.. n0t veh l0ng less0n to0.. i mean n0t much w0rk u see.. hahhas.. did filing and s0.. yeahs.. den had lunch.. lunch break is sh0 damn funny cann.. guang wei was damn pissed wif me.. cushH he did sth sh0 paisehs.. but ish i get him int0 tt matter de.. muahahhas.. yeahs.. den aft lunch was a b0rring less0n.. design and techn0logy.. s0 sians can.. tt subject sucks l0rs.. b0rred.. tt stupid mr tan.. n0 use l0rhs.. n0 name tagg den gave me a bl0ody masking tape wif my name 0n it.. *bitch* hahhas.. but nebermind.. bear wif him l0rhss.. yeahs.. den less0n ended quite fast.. a stupid 2hr less0n which shldnt haf taken part in my life.. hahhas.. such a waste 0f time?? yeahss.. it ish.. yeahs.. tmll g0nna haf a tiring day.. having english, physical educati0n, m0ther t0ngue, ge0graphy, cmE n mathematics.. yeahs.. sibeii sians.. bagg g0nna be heavy.. damn heavy.. pissed.. hahahs.. anws.. tts abt sch l0rhss.. lame bahs.. wad's m0re.. my sch0ol reali sucks t0 the c0re.. anything u d0 wr0ng, must serve detenti0n.. sucks larhs.. as if detenti0n can change u t0 a better pers0n.. fucked up man.. spastic sch0ol haf spastic tchers wif spastic brains t0 think of spastic lame punishments.. hahhas.. 0ne w0rd f0r my scho0l.. n0 0ther w0rds 0ther than DUMB.. hahhas..
den aft sch0ol.. wenta phips hse.. wait f0r jeslyn, piggy n ch0ngster.. yeahs.. den wenta tampines l0rhss.. den pierce my sec0nd earh0le.. yeahs.. n0t pain at all.. actuali wanna pierce the b0ne there de.. but if kena caught i h0say.. and summ0re t0day kena caught f0r my nails.. s0 betta dun i think.. yeahhs.. den waited till 7pm.. met dearr.. he sent me h0me l0rhss.. den he's n0w back in camp.. g0ing fishing wif master k0h?? or dunn0 wad k0h o0ne larhs.. yeahs.. den lidat l0rhs.. den just fnsh d0ing dNt h0mew0rk n fnsh revising ge0graphy 4 chapters.. yeahs.. guai bahs.. muahahhas.. kkies.. think i'm g0nna call dearr lerr.. anything i shall bl0g again.. take care frens.. slp earli.. muackss.. *l0ve u dearr!!*
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6/28/2004 09:56:00 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2004
g0od m0rning.. hhahs.. kkies.. me woke up at 7pm.. slept at 2plus i think.. aft i hang up wif fatt.. yeahs.. he veh frustrated.. down there scolding vulgarities.. so jialat ehs.. hahhas.. yummy.. had pizza for dinner.. veh full.. curry chicken not veh nice lehs.. still the hawaii one nice.. yUmmy.. hahhas.. kkies.. den ling called me.. tok tok for awhile lorhss.. so sians lorhss.. tmll going back sch.. sians.. if tonite cannot slp i hosAy.. hhaahs.. so sians.. ang sing yee veh go0d lehs.. she understand my klass lots.. noe my klass dun like to study on first day, she say dun need bring bo0ks.. bring geog file can liaos.. hehes.. lurve herr.. hahhas.. kkies.. t0k abt sch0ol.. funny.. aft aisehx and me tt probb.. everything seems kinda fine lorhss.. but now i think upPer sec got probb wif me.. nebermind.. den i t0ld fatT abt it.. fatt say anything, he fnsh sch he come down 'hunG' them.. hahhas.. quite true larhss.. sigLapians all veh hi0ng one.. tchrs dun bother when students fight.. esp if the person is fatt.. so jialat can.. lucky i not in siglap.. hhahas.. but if i in siglap oso go0d.. hahas.. i think i'm still better off at siglap lorhss.. shldnt haf transfer.. hahahs.. g0od.. n0w g0t pr0tecti0n lehs.. hahhas.. jk jk.. at least i can study in sch0ol in peace.. with0ut th0se blo0dy pple disturbing me.. my sch0ol peeps all veh humji 0ne.. my sch g0t bullies, n0 ah bengs or lianss.. they eat small.. useless ehs.. hahas.. nebermind.. 'xi guan jiu ha0'.. hahhas.. kkies.. g0nna call dearr lerr.. veh sians.. take caare.. slp earli.. HAPPY SCHOOLING once again.. mUahahahs.. *i sia0x liaoss* hahas.. >.^
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6/27/2004 08:52:00 PM
hi peeps.. was home 1hour ago.. hahahs. earli bahs.. nahs.. ton at fatt's hse ytdd.. wif dearr.. was discussing abt his and yanling's matter.. shld patch or not, shld do tis or not.. lotsa things larhss.. den watch movies oso.. 2 very lame but funny show.. the other one ish love story.. 'fly me to polaris'.. nice show.. love tt show lots lots de.. see 1 million times oso not sians.. hahahs.. kkies.. ytdd.. met dearr n fatt at pasir ris int at 2.30pm lorhss.. i was late.. hahahs.. kkies.. den wenta west plaza to eat aft tt.. and to get money as well.. den eat lerr.. took bus down to tampines to see got wadd shows to watch.. but.. so sadd.. no nice show other than troy.. but it starts at 1930.. but fatt is under probation and haf to be home by 2100.. so gave tt show a miss.. we den walked to century sq.. see got wadd show. but all timing no good.. so neber watch.. den dearr n fatt wenta arcade play game.. den i went ard to get my stuffs lorhss.. den okies liaos.. go see vcds.. den bought tt 3 vcds lorhss.. den being forced to go eat.. den went down to food junction to eat.. den it was 6 liao lorhss.. den wenta tm again.. i bought a wallet frm wallet shop.. co0l.. i like it lots.. den actuali wanna buy earrings de.. but in the end, neber buy.. dunno why oso.. perhaps i still like the one at far east?? hahhas.. den walk out of tm, sat outside at those benches?? den they smoke, trying to solve tt problem.. but dearr help fatt to reply until damn chek ark.. so sadd lorhss.. but aftall, i think she deserves it lorrhss.. fatt is such a nice guy.. he sure deserves some one betta.. kkies.. den abt 1930 we left.. took number3 back to fatt's hse.. den started watching show, toking cock.. den fatt cant slp the whole nite.. neither can i.. i didnt slp properly.. slept for an hour or lesser, wake up n so lohss.. sibeii sians.. den fatt decided to go patch wif her.. yeshh.. can see tt he loves her lots lots, many many.. so.. he oreadi at tampines now.. waiting for yanling.. yeahss.. haf no idea if she's gonna turn up or not.. kkies.. shldnt bother much.. yeahs.. today last day of hols le.. sibeii sians.. tml got geography.. worstt.. can die lorhss.. haiis.. kkies.. dunno wad to bring.. i think i only bringing fo0lscap, geog stuffs n eng.. the rest i act blur.. say dunno needa bring.. muaahhahas.. haiis.. so fast 4 weeks g0ne ler worrs.. so sians sia.. still haf no mo0d to return back t0 scho0l lehs.. haiis.. will misHh dearr like siao de.. he in camp den i in sch.. but lidat i more occupied.. den dun needa worry so much think so much horrs.. hahahs.. yeahss.. cant wait for sch to start.. i'm rotting at home if i dun haf a steadd.. hahhas.. kkkies.. gonna go lerr.. sians u see.. mayb go orh orh.. very tirred cann.. *yawNssS* hahahs.. kkies.. take care frens.. muackss.. g0od nitE.. hahhas..
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6/27/2004 12:32:00 PM
Friday, June 25, 2004
yeahs.. back.. wenta ps wif carol, terrence n fatt.. was quarreling wif dearr.. very jialat.. reali very jialat.. haiis.. den 6pm wenta far east.. bought a dress lorhss.. den bought a pair of earrings oso.. not bad.. spent abt 50 today.. yeahss.. den met dearr aft tt.. haiyos.. fatt n yanling break.. haiis.. yanling a lil too much oso.. haiis.. yeahs.. den went to fatt's hse oso.. dwn there tok tok.. yeahs.. den went home lohss.. yeahs.. tmll going out again.. yeahss.. going out wif dearr.. take picturee.. yeahs.. den dunno go where.. haiis.. counselling fatt now.. hahhs.. take care..
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6/25/2004 10:46:00 PM
m0rninG.. *yawNsSs* fcuk man.. [hahahs.. earli morning so vulgar liaoss.. hahas..] so damn tirred cann.. *yawNsSs* slept real late.. at abt 8 in the morn.. lotsa things were on my mind.. hahas.. haiis.. there's both badd and go0d.. haiis.. kkies.. slept so late, all thanks to fatt.. if got eye bags, the first person i kill surely is fatt de.. hhahas.. haiis.. was toking to him since 00:30 till 03:30 lehss.. 3hours lehss.. was toking abt lotsa things lorhss.. he complaning abt yanling.. he down there 'ta ma de', 'cb', 'fcuk larhs' here and there.. super vulgar lorhhs.. den i listen, gif advice.. den dunno how come we end up toking abt history.. china larhs, the 7 states, the youngest king ever was only 4yrs old.. den dunno wad thing wad thing.. hahahs.. den he say mayb 20yrs later see him he bcum historian oreadi.. hahahs.. damn funny sia.. haiis.. he didnt called dearr cushH dearr slping lerr.. dearr today morning got to go tekong again mahs.. den down there tok tok tok.. actuali wanna tok until morning de.. but den my da jie kbkp.. hahahs.. den i hang up lorhs.. den in room msg msg msg until 04:00 lidat den fatt go slp.. den i still awake actuali.. was waiting for morning to arrive cushH i tot dearr was gonna msg me.. but.. i was wrongg.. dearr didnt msg me.. den i fell aslp finally, at abt 8am lorhs.. ard there.. den slp until 10:30 wake up go bathe.. bathe 1/2 hr sia.. hahahs.. den er jie use awhile den i use liao lohs.. kinda lame horrs.. hahahs.. haiis.. so tirred.. i'm going out in less than 1/2 hrs time.. meeting carolyn at dhoby ghaut.. going shop shop i think.. hahhas.. i wan buy wallet.. hehes.. haiis.. sibeii sians larhs.. i noe abit sians of shopping lerr.. thou got money larhs, but sibeii sians lorhs.. haf been shopping since last week till now lorhss.. ta ma ma de.. haiis.. later in the evening meeting dearr.. hahahs.. kkies.. gonna get change ler.. bubbuaizz.. *deEp dEep siGh*
just as i thot things are getting better, i found out sth i shldnt haf found out.. its all my fault.. i shldnt haf... but it wasnt wrong of me to do tt to0.... haiis..... gonNa start worrying alL overr again.. iT's not my fault...
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6/25/2004 11:30:00 AM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
y0o hoO.. hahas.. just reach home.. hehehs.. went out at abt 6 lidat lorrhss.. den meet dearr.. den go tampines.. den go fatt's hse.. den 11.30 lidat daddy come fetch me home.. muahahhas.. dun need take bus.. hehehs.. =PpPp haiis.. so sians.. having gastric now.. habenn eat lehss.. hahahs.. since 11am bahss.. hahahs.. no choice.. anws.. i wasnt hungry.. so miss a meal or 2 wud be alrites de.. hahhas.. tml meeting carolyn bahhs.. most prob.. den go shopping.. wan buy wallet, and lotsa stuffs.. den meet dear aft his work, den go take picture!! finally mans.. hahhas.. waited for more than 5mths.. and yeahs.. finally.. hahhas.. hope nth spoils my mood lohhs.. if not he'll haf no mood to take lerr.. yeahs.. den saturday, dearr say taking me go cheong.. hahahs.. going wif his bunkmates and their gerfrens are coming along so he's bringing me along.. yeahss.. hope i wont be a disgrace of him bahss?? hahhas.. haiiss.. so scarred worrs.. i guess i wud be the youngest ger over there.. so paiseh lorrhss.. haiis.. btw.. frenster rawks man.. hahahs.. i've made many new frens[example: infernal, little rayster, weiliang and so lorrhss..] but u noe.. most of them are.. hahahs.. opposite sex.. kkies.. haiis.. i may sound a little despo.. but they added me.. say wad i very nice, i am who they are looking for den ask me accept.. den ask me meet up oso.. hahahs.. they wanna take a look at how i am.. hahahs.. still not sure meeting not.. mayb, mayb not.. yeahs.. hahahs.. kkies.. anws, accept oso no harm.. frenster closing down in a years time bahss.. haiis.. kkies.. think i'm gonna go bathe lerr.. hahhas.. den go watch tv.. den if tiredd den will fall aslPpPpP.. hahahs.. kkies.. go0d nitess.. sweet dreamss.. slp tite.. slp earli.. take carre.. muackss.. >.^
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6/24/2004 11:53:00 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
l0nely.. l0nely.. i'm so l0nely.. haiis.. so l0nely lehss.. locked at home.. nthh to do.. dearr at changi club wif his colleagues.. jes wif yenching n phips.. sharon's out wif peishan.. i'm alone at home.. but happy thing is tt i found fionn.. my pri 2 best fren.. den she was missing for 5yrs and now she's back.. yeahss.. she transferred.. tts why we lose contact for 5 yrs.. and had a long talk today aftn.. hahas. glad to find her back.. but i'm still veh l0nely.. haiis.. sians cann.. l0nely larhss.. i'm a l0nerr.. *jita0 sian* wanna die lerr.. neberr feel so l0nely beforee.. but must get used to it.. things will be like tis for a period of time.. i wont haf companionship.. hahahs.. anws.. i had more than enuff of tis kinda life.. ever since i moved, ever since pri6 ended, my life haf been like tis.. no diff.. haiis.. i'm so l0nely.. i need companionship.. haiis.. sound so desperate arhss?? no choice.. too lonely lerr.. dun haf one real close fren ish lidat de.. unlike the past.. still got priscilla.. anytime, anywhere, gif her a call and she'll be there.. the fren who saw me cry most, lend me her ears and shoulders most is priscilla.. but now, she's out of my life.. i haf to be strong and withstand all kinda problems.. haiis.. never tot she's was my closest fren.. memories flashed back so quickly, yet disappear so quickly as well.. looking back at those memories i had wif her, are all now seems so far away frm me.. the sight of these memories starting to fade as time passes.. thinkiing of them makes me reali wanna weep.. missing those memories so much, wanting them back so much.. but the more i wan, the further it seems to be.. why.. perhapss.. haiis.. wadever ish urs, ish urs.. wadever doesnt belongs to u will still disappear one day.. haiis.. isnt tt correct?? reali very sadd.. perhaps the memories of both of us arent meant to stay wif me.. they just haf to go.. yeahss?? sianss.. haiis.. missing him so much.. missing her so much.. if i had a choice, a wish, i wud wan us to stay the way we are the last time.. i was so happy den.. but wad abt now? losing her to share wif me.. i tot things were better when [guoqiang] appeared.. but once again, i'm wrong.. he gotta leave half way thru.. haiis.......... perhaps life is just so tough for me.. cant be blamed aftall.. so sians huhs.. my life left so empty.. wadd i can do ish just to sobb i guess.. haiis.. my life sucks once again.. my family has tons and t0ns of problemss.. and my life is like an empty eggshell.. its reali empty.. nvr expect things wud turn out like tis.. perhapss, its all my fault..................
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6/23/2004 08:14:00 PM
yeahs.. just fnsh dinner.. yummy!! had nasi lemak.. hehehs. but.. kinda unhappy too.. cusHh its a borring day today.. haiis.. hmm.. now watching 'lie huo xiong xin 2' while blogging.. hahhas.. so borred.. haiis.. hmm.. haben haf any plans for tmll.. mayb i'll be going swimming and watching movie tml wif shan.. she cant make it on fridays.. fcuk mans.. she've been making changes.. and lots of it.. first she called me out now keep making changes.. nabeii. du lans.. kkies.. fine.. forget it.. yeahs.. sharon's chalet on friday.. yeahs.. but its kinda late ehss.. cushh i meeting dearr.. hahahs.. taking picture wif him.. hahahs.. it'll be cool huhss? will surely upload de.. hahas.. haiis.. so sians.. dearr at changi club.. dunno got wadd 'concert' or dunno wadd thing for them.. yeahs.. sibeii sians cann.. wad to do.. no mood to do the english assigment lorrhs.. hahahs.. den yeahss.. think i gonna iron my clothes laterr.. haiis.. so sians.. so sians.. wan die lerr.. haiis.. sians lehss.. hmm.. wad can i do?? btws.. i've uploaded some photos..
.cLicK heRe yeahs.. kinda nice lohhss.. hahahs.. bHb.. jkjk.. hmm.. just upload for the sake of doing it.. hehes.. yeahs.. hmm.. yah.. ytd sucks man.. i mean aft 00:00.. i'm unable to slp unable to do anything.. jie was using the com till abt 1plus.. den since 00:00 lidat, she've been playing the song 'without you' by kiss, over and over again.. i was writting dearr's letter.. den suddenly, a tear dropped.. followed by many other.. started sobbing.. i dunno why.. but the letter to dearr for ytd was kinda upset.. reali very upset.. guessed we gonna quarrel again.. or we'll just be very disappointed wif one another.. haiis.. so sians.. hate tis kinda things to happen.. but.. no choice.. i had enuff of everything.. gotta call an end to all my tears and so.. sch's starting in days time, i cant afford to lose my slp.. if not i'm gonna do very badly for my next semester.. haiis.. den slept at abt 3am.. den woke up at abt 6am.. was reali tirred these few dyas.. cant slp well.. actuali its weeks.. haben been slping well.. for weeks i only slept for tt 3 or 4 hrs cushh i cudnt slp at nite.. dunno why.. too much troubless?? hahahs.. gonna be dead if dearr sees tis.. hahhas.. haiis.. sians can.. haiis.. kkies larhss.. dun say lerr.. gonna go watch show.. having headache.. guys, enjoy ur day.. take care.. muackss..
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6/23/2004 07:51:00 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
yOo hOo.. hahhas.. went out today.. finally.. haf been at home for god knoes how long.. muahahahs.. yeahs.. a little too exaggerated.. hehehs.. hmm.. went out wif my close sis, jeslyn.. muahahhas.. finally man.. she've been tightly booked for the whole hols and finally, its my turn.. hhahas.. yeahs.. went out wif her to cine first.. ate at yoshinoya.. den went walking ard.. den took pics at cine.. yeahs.. love those pics taken wif her yeahs?? it looks so great!! hahhas.. cant wait for more.. and of cos cant wait taking pics wif dearr!! hahhas.. kkies.. den went dwn to far east.. yeahs.. went walking rounds and rounds.. den she bought me a pair of earrings and i got her a bracelet.. yeahs.. i got myself one too.. both abt the same.. hers was starrs and mine was just plain little beads lorrhs.. hahahs.. den both of us got shirts too.. hahahs.. coOl.. yeahs.. den aft tt, we walked walked walked.. den took train dwn to pasir ris to meet dearr.. yeahs.. den jeslyn went home.. yeahss.. den wenta fatt fatt's hse.. watch ghost movie.. yeahs.. den dearr sent me home lorhs.. today we both very guai.. neber slackked.. hahahs.. hmm.. jeslyn and i were both planning to go sun-tan.. yeahs.. she says i look nicer if i get a little darker?? a little will do.. hahhs.. yeahs.. den we planning to go shopping when we both haf the money.. hahhas.. so cool.. i simply loves going out wif her.. i dunno why.. hahhs.. cool.. i like today huhs.. hahhas.. today RAWKS!! hehehs.. haiis.. hmm.. been kinda troubled tis few wks?? yeahss.. haiis.. yeahs.. perhaps, things starting to flood my mind again.. hahhas.. yeahss.. haiis.. perhapss bahss.. perhapss its all my fault?? i dunno.. haiis.. kkies.. end here bahs.. gonna find sth light to bite.. getting hungrier as time pass.. hahhas.. gastric pain lerr.. hehehs.. slp earli.. muackss..
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6/22/2004 10:46:00 PM
Monday, June 21, 2004
yOo hOo.. dearr is back.. so happy.. hahhas.. haiis.. so sians.. just fnsh my dinner.. oh my god!! today's dinner sucks cann!! the food ish so yuckie!! i dunno how to say.. its like everything has the pepper taste.. and its so fcuking strong.. eat ler i wanna puke.. so irritating cann.. haiis.. nth's wrong wif my taste bud.. cushH even my dad agrees to wadd i said.. actuali dunn needa eat sth so yuckie de.. but.. i guess i sum sort deserves it bahs.. hahahs.. mummy ask me go buy ingredients, but i lazy den i fell aslp when i actuali just wanna fake it.. nabeii.. wad rotten luck i haf.. fcuk it man.. haiis.. so sians.. dun feel very well today oso.. whole day having headache.. haiis.. super sians cann.. haiis.. yeahs.. dun haf any plans yet.. haiis.. fri aftn shld be out wif shan.. wed's plan cancelled.. her mum meeting herrr.. yeshhH.. her mum.. hmm.. how nehs?? haiis.. *jita0 sians* hahahs.. jialat llarhs.. no plans no plans no plans.. even if i wanna meet dearr, oso aft 6plus lidat.. haiis.. so sians.. kkies.. gotta go lerr.. chatting wif dear online.. hehes.. muacks!!
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6/21/2004 07:03:00 PM
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6/21/2004 05:09:00 PM
muahahahs.. back.. i'm backk.. got impt good news to say.. hahahs.. dearr dun needa stay in tekong unless asked to!! hahahs.. but he's complaining tt the pple there ish either real retards or ah beng wannabes.. haiis.. no choice.. spore ish full of tis kinda ah bengs wannabes.. haiis.. kkies.. just hope things dunn go wrong for him lorhhs.. i den dun wanna see him getting into any troubles lehs.. haiis.. hmm.. kkies.. tts abt it.. he'll be out at 5pm i think.. yeahs.. kkkies.. will be waiting for his call.. muacks!!
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6/21/2004 12:21:00 PM
yOo hoO.. backk.. didnt had the chance to blog last nite.. haiis..
the day before mahs.. met dearr at tampines.. yeahs.. den when i was out of the station, i saw a guy in uniform den not reali botak standing beside me, follow me.. but i didnt noe tt that guy was dearr.. ahhash.. i very stupid bahs.. cant recognise my own dearr.. hahsh.. cannot blame.. he looked damn different okies.. hahahs.. den watch 'chronicles of riddick'.. yeahs.. not bad a show lorhs.. hahahs... shld watch.. hmm.. den aft movie, dear sent me home den slacked again.. hahhas.. yeahs.. tts abt it..
den ytd mahs.. hmm.. i went out at abt 3 lorhs.. met dearr at 4.45pm lidat at kovan station.. was walking alone at hougang mall before tt.. yeahs.. lotsa pple lehs.. dunno why.. tt place sucks man.. i walked so many rounds, oso nth to walk one.. *jita0 sianS* den abt 4.15pm lidat i call dear and ask lorhs.. haiis.. den met them at kovan lorhs.. they wenta eat den went to the arcade to play.. den abt 6pm den go lorhs.. den took bus back to pasir ris den take no. 3 back to my hse.. hahahs.. yeahs.. den slacked at my area till close to 8pm den went home.. hahhas.. yeahs.. tok abt lotsa things cushH he's back in camp again today.. yeahs..
today lehs.. kkies.. kinda simple lorhs.. morning dear msged me to tell me he's going off.. den tis few days i cant reali get to slp, i dunno why.. perhaps i'm not used to it tt dearr's not wif me for so long bahss.. yeahss... den just nice, when he msged me, i was awake.. so i replied him.. den he called me.. and say earli morn still wanna play a fool wif him arhs.. hahhas.. i felt rather 'loved and happiness' at tt moment.. i dunno why.. its reali very wonderful to haf sumone u love so deeply to return u wif their love, care and many many more.. yeahs.. i feel tt i'm very lucky oreadi to haf him owaes be wif me thru tis 7mths and 3days.. if its possible i wudnt wan tis to end.. knowing tt there's sumone who's willing to stand by me no matter wadd, i now dun ask for much.. just a simple life wif the ones i love esp. him wif no worries, i will be contented lerr.. cushH me, myself believes tt life is sth u must enjoy when u still haf the chance to and just lead a simple and quiet life wif ur love one when u turns old.. hahahs.. how come i suddenly tok abt sth so far far ahead of me?? kkies.. hmm.. yeahs.. later will be at home lorhs.. dun feel like going out today.. hhahahs.. wednesday going out wif peishan.. going swimming den go watch movie.. yeahss.. shld be an enjoyable day bahs.. den friday dunno lehs.. they say the bbq is cancelled due to bad organisation.. yarh larhs.. quite true.. those kinda pple plan where got good thing come out de.. nebermind.. dun haf den i see.. mayb meet nat or mayb go out wif shan again.. yeahss.. den monday going back sch sia.. sians.. haiis.. haben fnsh tt hols assignment yet.. sians.. haiis. kkies.. think i go off ler larhs.. so sians..
*dearr arhs, i'm hoping tt time wud past faster den u can be back on fri asap.. i miss u lots lots..]]
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6/21/2004 11:47:00 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2004
hiEsS.. hahahs.. back at abt 7.30pm lidat.. yeahss.. was out wif dearr, fatt, linkin and deshun.. yeahhs.. they were at hougang super bowl.. yeahs.. den i was at hougang mall alone walking rounds and rounds for an hr.. den called dearr.. yeahs.. den met them at kovan.. they wenta eat den go arcade lorrhss.. yeahss.. den took bus dwn to pasir ris den take no. 3 back to punggol.. hahahs.. yeahs.. kinda funny lorhss.. den yahs.. slackk awhile.. hahahs.. haiis.. did quite alot of toking.. cushH he's back in again tml.. haiis.. dunno staying at tekong or got come back.. but wadever it ish, i'll wait for u de, dearr.. worry not.. kkies.. gtg lerr.. tml think i'll be staying at home bahss.. take care frenss... muackss.. *miss ya dearr.. alot okiess.. hahahs.. hope u'll come back real soon.. muacks..*
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6/20/2004 09:27:00 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
yOo hOo.. hhahas.. was home kinda earli today too.. yeahs.. went out earli morn.. wif mummy and brother to visit grandpa at hospital again.. yeahs.. kinda sians.. den i forget tt time's up, den piah go meet dearr.. hahahs.. yeahs.. den reached at abt 3pm lidat.. yeahs.. den wenta watched movie lorhs.. watched 'the chronicles or riddick'.. yeahs.. nt a bad show aftall.. hahahs.. yeahs.. quite nice show.. 'riddick', wah sehs.. gers look at him only will *drOoL* lorhs.. handsome guy.. plus he's a very good fighter.. hahahs he can fight damn well lorhs.. hahahs.. yeahs.. den his eyes so cool.. hahahs.. yeahs.. tt show is not bad, i'll say.. but like dearr say, the ending was a no-no.. hahhas.. kkies.. hmm.. wad else.. den dear sent me back to punggol.. slacked at tt area for very long.. close to 2 hrs ehs?? hahahs.. yeahs.. den came home lorhs.. yeahs.. will sleep earli tonite.. feeling very tirred.. hahash.. haiis.. haben take pic wif dearr.. so sadd.. nebermind.. hope to take wif him b4 he goes in to tekong AGAIN.. yeahss.. but he kinda busy tmll.. he cant be home late tml.. den he's meeting his bunk mates tml.. yeahs.. those close frens he've made in tt 5days.. got who arhss?? rYan, bEnjaMin and who who?? die.. my memory suckies mans.. hahahs.. yeahs.. they going orchard tml.. shld be see zarbor one larhss.. hahahs.. orchard got lotsa chio bus de.. they cant possibily go cheong de mahs.. so earli can cheong wadd?? hahahs.. hmm.. den wadd else can they do lehs.. hahhas.. i wudnt noe.. kkies.. anws.. still yet to recieve his msg and her msg.. yeahs.. both haben reply.. think dear orh orh lerr.. haiis.. dun dare call him.. scaredd he slping den i wake him up.. nebermind.. i'll haf my way to find out de.. muahahs.. haiis.. so sians.. tml daddy's day.. neber buy pressie.. i totally forgot abt it.. hahahs.. kkies.. haiis.. hmm.. so sians cann.. dunno wad to do now.. haiis.. and hors.. dearr looks super duper cute now lorhss.. like fishball.. hhahhas.. head round round de.. hehes.. hmm.. den look super smart in his uniform.. hahahs.. yeahss.. coOl.. hahahs.. yeahs.. tts abt today.. sorry tt things were a lil messy.. haf been jumping all ardd.. cushH i'm lost again.. hahahs.. kkies.. think i go off lerr larhs.. haiis.. take care wors.. muacks!!!!
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6/19/2004 11:03:00 PM
*yaWnsS* haiis.. nabeii.. earli morn mother dwn there vacumn floor.. sibeii sians.. den wake me up by tt stupidd noise.. so irritating lorhss.. du lanss.. but nebermind.. i just fnsh bathing.. going out in aawhile.. hahhas.. haiis.. its rather irritating when it comes to buying clothes lorhss.. i dunno wanna buy the dress or tt skirt.. cushH tt skirt horrs.. only left white.. the other colors not very suckie den ish the design not nice or dun haf my size lorhss.. den white color a little too.. hahahs.. i dun like white bottoms ya see.. cushH sumtimes~ *aHeM* hahahs.. kkies.. den linkin advise me to buy tt dress.. haiyos.. rather frustrating lehss~ hahahz.. buy clothes so troublesome nehs~ haiss.. hmm.. wad shld i do now?? slackkkk.. hahahs.. hmm.. kkies larhs.. i go off liao larhs.. feeling rather sians.. hahahs.. bubbuaiz.. anws.. i'm meeting dearr later.. hahahas.. cool man.. i love him lots lots!!
oU dE yaNg - xIu xiU xIu
she shi 35 du. wo bu zai hui gu. xiang ni zai ta de huai li.
ying gai xing fu. wo gai zhu fu. leng de wo xiang ku. bu neng ku.
sha dao shen me cheng du. wo xin li you shu. zhui hou yi kou pi jiu wo suo wei.
suan huo ku. neng xiao zhe song ni zou. jiu man zu. hen man zu.
kan zhe tian shang wu yun. man man. pai shan dao hai. zhe xia ji di yi chang yu.
ying mian er lai. dang jie ju bu neng gai. wo you he bi duo kai.
mei shen me zhi de da jing xiao guai. ji ling ge tong kuai.
ting feng xiu~ xiu~ xiu~. chao xiao wo de ai. jiu xiang gan qing de bei tai.
zhi zai pang bian he cai.
ni bie wen why~ why~ why~. wo yi zhi dou zai.
ni you hen hao de wei lai. zai tong wo ye shuo alright.
dang feng xiu~ xiu~ xiu~. song zou wo de ai.
jie bian lu deng yi zheng pai. di zhe tou wei shui mo ai.
shi tian zai cry~ cry~ cry~. wo de xiao hai zai.
you tian ta bu neng yi lai. ni huai nian wo wai tao kou dai.
gao su wo. wo shui shi stand by~
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6/19/2004 10:33:00 AM
Friday, June 18, 2004
yOo hOo.. just fnsh toking wif dearr.. hahahs.. hmm.. so sadd.. he kena post to tekong for tt 2yr thingie.. dunno whether must stay there or 9am-5pm.. haiis... so sad cann.. but nebermind.. nt confirm yet.. haiis.. tml he coming out at 2pm.. will reach pasir ris abt 3pm.. den abt 4pm den got meet lorhs.. yeahs.. tts abt it bahs.. yeshh.. just wanna say tis.. hahahs.. cannot blame larhs.. he's too impt, tts why.. hahhas.. bubbuaiz..
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6/18/2004 09:26:00 PM
..("v")...haPpY 7tH mOntH aNnivErsArY, dEaRr...("v")..
yOo hoO.. happy lehs.. 7 mths lerr.. hahahs.. hahas.. got home at 4.30pm.. yeahs.. grandpa looks fine.. nth serious larhs.. shld be able to discharge tml or the day after.. yeahss.. hmm.. aft visiting grandpa, wenta dunno which mall to eat.. stupid brother complaining hungry.. hahahs.. kkies.. den eat ler, den went home lorhs.. yeahh.. hmm.. feeling rather tirred.. i dunno why.. perhapss not enuff slp bahss.. its been close to a week i dunn haf enuff slp ler.. everytime watch show until late nite den earli morn must wake up.. haiss.. yeahs.. hmm.. rather enuthu.. dearr will be back tml!!! hahahs.. cool.. hmm.. tts abt it.. gotta go lerr.. cushH got things to do.. muahhahas.. take care frens.. i'll be waiting for dearr's call.. hahahs.. muackiess..
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6/18/2004 08:13:00 PM
k0nNicHiwA!! yeahs.. tok to dear ytd for very very short time.. yeahs.. but nebermind.. haiis.. kkies.. later going to visit grandpa.. hais.. hmm.. wondering wadd shld i wear nehs.. kkies.. hahhas.. hmm.. listening to oU dE yaNg - gU daN bEi baN qiU.. yeahs.. so nice nehs.. hahahs.. just now had spaghetti
for lunch.. yeahs.. veh full lorrhss.. hahahs.. hmm.. i still got loads of things to buy nehs.. but horrs.. think think think, i still think i dun wan tt dress ler larhs.. i myself find tt it look so nurse, but veh sweet looking lehs.. haiis.. STRESS.. haiis.. i oso dunn haf so much money.. betta dun waste so much money on clothes.. hahahs.. yeahs.. but i still wanna buy tt skirt and shoes at lvl one.. yeshh.. i wanna buy.. haiis.. kkies.. must ask money frm mummy liaos.. hope she'll gif larhs.. but before she gif, she sure *niam* me one.. sure say 'u got so many clothes ler still wanna buy!! u tot ur daddy print money one huhs?!?!?' hahahs.. but she wont gif enuff for me oso.. haiis.. nebermind.. i got money oso.. hahah... haiss.. so sadd.. hmm.. i thinking wan buy skirt or buy dress lehs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiis.. kinda pissed ehs?? so sianns..... hehes.. kkies.. i shall consider again.. or mayb i can ask dearr for help.. hahahas.. kkies.. think i go liao larhs.. *jita0 sians* hahahs.. bubbuaiz..
oU dE yaNg - gU daN beI baN qiU
yong wo de wan an pei ni. chi zao can.
ji de ba xiang nian chun jin pu man.
wo wang zhe man tian xing zai shan.
ting niu lang dui zhi nu shuo yao yong gan.
bie pa wo men zai di qiu de liang duan.
kan wo de wen hou. qi zhe mo tan.
fei. yong guang su fei dao ni mian qian.
yao ni neng kan dao shi zi xing you bei ji xing zuo ban.
shao le wo de shou bei dang zhen tou ni xi bu xi guan.
ni de wang yuan jing wang bu dao wo bei ban qiu de gu dan.
tai ping yang de chao shui gen zhe di qiu lai hui xuan zhuan.
wo hui nai xin de deng. shui shi huan ying ni kao an.
shao le wo de huai bao dang nuan lu ni xi bu xi guan.
E gei ni zhao pian kan bu dao wo bei ban qiu de gu dan.
shi jie zai da liang ke zhen xin jiu neng hu xiang qu nuan.
xiang nian bu hui tou lan. wo de meng tong tong gei ni bao guan.
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
yOo hOo.. happy cann.. dear jus msged me and say he go bathe first.. den i can call him later.. hehes.. yeahs.. but scared he tired.. nebermind.. call awhile oso 'shuang'.. hahas... kkies.. tts abt it.. take care wors.. muackies!!
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at 6/17/2004 09:49:00 PM
hiEsS.. got home before 7pm.. or shld i say just nice when it was 7?? hahahs... yeahss.. went shopping wif sihong today at 1pm.. den her stead joined us when we are fnshing, which ish abt 5pm lorhss.. hahahs.. yeahs.. spent abt $70 larhs.. if i'm not wrong.. i dunno.. $50 on clothes and the other clost to $20 was spent on lunch, neoprints and so lorhs.. yeahss.. the neoprints taken were quite nice worrs.. hahahs.. toking abt neoprints, i'm still looking forward to taking neoprints wif dearr lehs.. yeahs.. hope to take it wif him when he come out on saturday.. yeahs.. oh okies.. still yet to recieve his msg or call.. will owaes be waiting de.. =) yeahs.. kkies.. met sihong at ard 12.45pm.. den we went to ps first.. tt place is borring man.. walked the whole shopping centre and it only took us 15mins.. there's nth to buy there.. its like a waste of time there kkies.. hahahs.. yeahs.. den we went down to heeren aft tt.. yeahs.. tt place oso another borring place.. so sians.. only spent another 15mins or so there.. den walked to heeren.. at least tt place ish better.. spent abt an hr or mayb lesser.. but definetly spent more time over there than tt 2 sians place.. hahahs.. kkies.. den took neoprint there lorhs.. den walked ard.. den slowly walked down to far east.. yOo hoO.. far east rocks man!! hahahs.. yeahs.. we reach there abt 3pm.. and shop till 6 den we go off.. yeahs.. we went ard, shop by shop to try on clothes, to see clothes.. yeahs.. hahhas.. went ard the 3rd, 2nd, 1st and lvl one of far east plaza.. yeahs.. hahahs.. i bought a jumper and a lost&found tee.. yeahs.. actuali wanna continue shopping for longer de.. but mummy called and told me tt grandpa in hospital.. haiis.. i'm very shocked, very sadd.. i dun wan my grandpa to leave us.. feel like crying so much.. dear's nt by my side, he cant be by my side when i'm feeling rather lonely, but i wudnt blame him.. even if i had other boifrens, things wud be same sooner or laterr.. so i dun blame him.. yeahss.. i'm very afraid tt grandpa wud leave us.. i'm very very afraid.. i wud rather exchange my life for his.. i'm sure.. i'm very sure.. haiis.. yeahs.. now 21:28pm lerr.. lights shld be off soon.. yet i haben recieve dear's msg or call.. haiis.. [dear arhs.. dear.. ur bearbear misses u lots u noe.. there's so much i wanna share wif ya today..] yeahs.. [thanks rendall kor kor oso.. he help me dl oU dE yanG's gU daN beI baN qiU and xIu xiU xIu.. yeahs.. thanks lots kor..] hahhas.. yeahs.. haiis.. kkies.. den yar.. tts abt today.. tml i'm gonna study again.. den saturday going out wif dearr.. yeahs.. hahahs.. i mean not reali going out wif him.. but meeting him when he comes out lorhs.. hahahs.. yeahs.. cant wait for tt.. hahahs.. yeshh.. den i'm gonna wait for dear's call lerr.. fnsh here bahs.. take care.. >.^
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at 6/17/2004 09:02:00 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
k0nNicHiwA!! yOoOoOoo hOoOooOo.. toking to dearr on fone now[21:26pm].. hahahs.. so happy.. he said tt i'm crazy.. hhhaas.. he said i sounded weird as well.. hahahs.. kkies.. fine.. i'm just too happy to tok to him okies!! hahhas.. kkies.. yeahs.. i seriously miss him alot lorhss.. yarhs.. reali hoping tt time will pass faster den i managed to see him on sat fast.. den i can haf hug hugs lerr.. hahahs.. missh him worss.. haiis.. den dear starting work on monday lerr.. haiis.. so sadd.. lidat cannot go out leerr.. so sadd.. but nebermind.. as long as he's back, i dunn mind doing anything.. yeahss.. just hung up[21:45pm].. so sadd.. but nebermind.. hearing wadd he told me i'm just so so overjoyed.. hahahs.. yeahs.. kkies.. he's doing well in camp.. i'm happy.. he's the noisiest as well as the loudest there.. hahahs.. i'm not shocked u noe.. hahhas.. yeahhss.. kkies.. today had another self-studying session.. yeahs.. i very guai de.. muahhahas.. studied geography.. yeahs.. got lots more to fnsh up.. fnsh 7chapters only.. haiis.. sch's starting again soon.. must do lotsa catching up u noe.. haiis.. nebermind.. for dearr's sake, i'll study hard de!! hees.. yeahs.. reali missh dearr lots.. haiis.. i'm reali willing to do anything, ANYTHING just to haf him by my side owaes.. even if there's a need for me to gif up my life, i wud.. yeahss.. haiis.. tml going out wif Sihong.. going down to town tml.. yeahs.. haiis.. cant wait to see dearr.. kkies larhs.. i going off ler.. i go pack my room abit.. its in a terrible mess.. hahhas.. den fnsh packing up, gonna write dearr his letter lerr.. heess.. kkies.. take care guys.. [dear, wo hen xiang nian ni.. =)]
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at 6/16/2004 09:31:00 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
k0nNicHiwA!! hahahs.. so happy worss.. tokking to dearr on fone[20:55pm].. hahhas.. so happy.. yeahs.. finally.. finally able to tok to him.. hhahas.. so happy.. so happy.. yeahs.. just hang up[21:15pm].. but still feeling rather happy.. hahhas.. yeahss.. kkies.. i'm crazy lorhss.. cannot blame.. i've neber tried not contacting for one whole day until nite time okiess.. not used to it.. yeahs... dearr say he feel so gerr in camp wors.. cannot run cannot tis, cannot tt.. hhahas.. den he say eat 3 meals a day, he still very hungry.. hahahs.. he can neber be full okies.. den he now botak.. hhahas.. so cute.. =P den he oso say aft hols, he's gonna work in camp for 2 years.. 9am to 5pm.. yeahs.. he oso say if the camp he's going to near, he's gonna send me to sch everyday.. hahahs.. tts so sweet =) [dearr arhs.. reali mishh u alot worss.. i very guai de.. neber go out wif guys except my brother.. hahhas.. i oso got eat de.. i only mishh u and no one else.. yeahss.. i love u dearr =)] yeahs.. hahhas.. kkies.. i shld stop toking abt my dearr dearr lerr.. hahahs..
hmm.. kkies.. today mahs.. was at home until 12 lidat.. den peishan came my hse.. den we go orchard together.. yeahs.. go window shopping, go eat ard lorhss.. yeahs.. saw 2 veh cute skirt.. lans ehs.. i wan buy!! hahahs.. err.. both $24.. kinda cheap aftall.. hahahs.. den i oso wan buy a baord shorts frm oP.. yeahs.. $32 sehs.. exx.. haiis.. if only i had money.. yeahs.. den.. aft we looked ardd.. den JiaHui frm United Artistes Network called me.. yeahs.. den we went to takashimaya tower a and went up to the company.. yeshh.. tt company groomed Fiona Xie, Jeanette Aw and many other artistes.. yeshh.. den JiaHui was like asking me and shan to join in the company.. try out and see see lorhs... yeahs.. den can be a member for 1 and 1/2 years.. no contract.. den the course we signed up for ish $600.. but now got discount due to the recruiting of new batch of memberss.. $398.. yeahss.. i'm rather interested nehss.. hmm.. quite worth it oso.. cushH the package includes a portfolio of ourselves which oso includes dunno 8 or 4 -4r- pictures, a membership of 1 & 1/2 years, 8 free lessons plus the privillege of cheaper rate for taking lessons aft tt 8 free lessons, haf a free member lifestyle card which gif us to go for free concerts, allow us to haf wadd the public cant haf lorhss.. den still got one more ish like we are able to go functions larhs, parties and so lorhss.. yeahs.. den still got 6 other things lorhss.. yeahss.. hahhas.. haiis.. gotta pay myself lehss.. if i tell mummy, she wont let de larhs.. so ex lorhs.. den okies lorhs.. JiaHui say she allow me and shan to haf the privillege to pay by instalment.. but must pay $100 as deposit first.. but luckily.. $100 ish still not so crucial ehs?? yeahss... den the other $298 pay slowly lorhs.. b4 the 18 months thingy ends.. yeahss... den i plan to like, scrimp and save up.. yeahss.. every one month must pay abit at least.. yeahss.. hmm.. den lesson starts next mth.. which ish july.. tts kinda fast.. lesson starts only at 7pm lehs.. den its like an one to one and a half hrs of lesson.. yeshh.. i plan to take up dance and grooming.. perhapss music oso.. hahahs.. haiis.. den will end close to 9pm lidat.. den frm orchard i go home oso abt 10 can reach home.. but i plan to go there on saturdays or fridays.. den not so bad at least.. den every month, go once or twice lorhs.. yeahss.. i dunn plan to like spend all my time in it.. aftall, studies ish still my top priorty.. den i still needa accompany dearr de wors.. hahhas.. so.. hahhas.. yeahs.. den aft toking to JiaHui, its abt 7 lerr.. den we headed back home lorhhs.. yeahss.. den i reached home at 8pm.. yeahs.. tts abt today.. tml mahs.. guess it'll be another day slacking at home.. i'm gonna start revising my work lerr.. yeshh.. so at least i wont be so LOST when i return back sch on the 28th June.. yeahss.. hahhas.. kkies.. i think i gotta go lerr, i gonna wash up.. den if got show i watch, no show i slp.. promise dearr dearr ler.. will slp earli de.. hahhas.. okies.. take care frens.. [dearr i mishh u lots!!] muackiess.. >.^
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at 6/15/2004 09:03:00 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
I Miss Him Alot, Hoping That Time Would Pass Faster..
yeahs.. back.. not feeling very happy lorhss.. miss him alot.. reali alot.. din hear frm him the whole day.. he's in tekong lorrhss.. haiz.. no one to tok to.. i'm kinda stupid.. forgot tt he's in tekong, i dialed his number.. heard tt music.. and finally realised tt yeshh, he's not in spore.. he's at tekong.. haiis.. missh him so god damn much.. haiis.. its only tt 12hours only and i missh him so so much.. he's gonna be away for 6days.. haiis.. hoping for nth, but just for the time to pass faster.. the feeling of missing sumone whom u love so much ish nvr nice.. i feel so terrible.. i miss him so terribly much.. i wud do anything just to haf him by my side and hug me now... haiis.. wonderring.. wonderring wad wud happen to me if i were to wake up one day and see him fading away.. thinking of him every min.. my heart cant settle down.. dunno wad i'll be doing for the next 5 days.. dunno wad ish he doing in camp.. haiis.. dear i miss u so so much.. i need u so much.. i wan u to be wif me now.. i dun wan u to leave my side, be it for just tt couples of hours.. dear, i love u.....
as the nite falls, i'm feeling very lost once again.. lost without him holding on to the key to my heart, my soul, my everything.. lost without him holding on to the only candle which lights up my life, to lead me thru all ups and downs.. i cant see wad is ahead of me, i'm feeling very afraid.. dearr, i just wan u to noe tt i love u, i reali do.. i need u..
[missed you`]
at 6/14/2004 08:34:00 PM
haPpY 20tH bDaE dEaRr.. =PpPp
yOo hoO.. hahhas.. 2 siao kias at my hse now.. they are wen ling ling and hui min min.. hhahas.. they playing snap.. like siao kias lidat.. ling laugh like no one else's business.. hahhas.. min oso crazy liao.. hahhas.. yeahs.. ling came at 2pm.. min was at my hse since 12noon bahss.. yeahss.. was doing eng assignment.. do until du lans den neber do lerr.. hahhas.. still left quite alot nehs.. hahahs.. kkies.. haiis.. last nite quarrel wif dearr.. so regret lehs.. haf been crying since last nite until ytd 3plus.. den stay awake.. morning i tot he wont msg me lerr, den cry again.. hahhas.. i very emotional de.. hahahs.. hehes.. kkies.. lame sehs. haiis.. quarrel den today morn he go in liao lerr.. haiis.. he msged me when he at the ferry terminal.. so sad sehss.. haiis.. forget it lahss.. haiis.. haiis.. dunno wad to do sia.. muaahhas.. hais.. anws.. think i go off ler larhss.. nth to do as well.. take care worx..
*sorry dearr.. din mean to quarrel wif u de.. missh ya..8
[missed you`]
at 6/14/2004 04:05:00 PM
| What is your name?: | .vivian |
| Are you named after anyone?: | .nopes |
| What's your screename?: | .dunn haf |
| Would you name a child of yours after you?: | .nopes |
| If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: | .neber thiink of it lehss |
| If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: | .dunn wan, i like my name =P |
| Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: | .typos but not constantly lohss, happened twice so farr. [vivien] |
| Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: | .nopes |
| Basics |
| Your gender:: | .female |
| Straight/Gay/Bi:: | .straight [if i'm bi, my dearr wudnt wan me] |
| Single?: | .nopes |
| If not, do you want to be?: | .sometimes lohss *gRinnS* |
| Birthdate:: | .18 april 1991 |
| Your age:: | .13 |
| Age you act:: | .how wud i noe [ask my dearr bahss] |
| Age you wish you were:: | .17 |
| Your height:: | .156cm |
| Eye color:: | .blackk |
| Happy with it?: | .nahs, i wan blue. hahahs. brown wud be better, isnt it? |
| Hair color:: | .black, brown, bronze, gold, white! |
| Happy with it?: | .not badd [hahahs] |
| Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: | .righty |
| Your living arrangement:: | .wadd's tt? |
| Your family:: | .1 mummy, 1 daddy, 2 elder sis and 1 younger bro |
| Have any pets?: | .nopes |
| Whats your job?: | .student larhs |
| Piercings?: | .2 |
| Tattoos?: | .0 |
| Obsessions?: | .my dearr larhs [stupidds] |
| Addictions?: | .my dearr larhs [stupidds] |
| Do you speak another language?: | .mother tongue countedd? |
| Have a favorite quote?: | .yeshh - when u love sum1, u wan the prsn to be happy no matter how much it hurts ur heart |
| Do you have a webpage?: | .yeshh |
| Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it |
| Do you live in the moment?: | .yeahs, why nots? |
| Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: | .err, how i noe. |
| Do you have any secrets?: | .yeshh |
| Do you hate yourself?: | .yeshh |
| Do you like your handwriting?: | .not badd |
| Do you have any bad habits?: | .yeshh |
| What is the compliment you get from most people?: | .i'm nice as in size larhs |
| If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: | .err, neber thiink of it |
| What's your biggest fear?: | .to lose him |
| Can you sing?: | .nopes |
| Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: | .nopes |
| Are you a loner?: | .yesh for tis moment |
| What are your #1 priorities in life?: | .my dearr n studies n family |
| If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: | .yeshh [hahhas] |
| Are you a daredevil?: | .nopes |
| Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: | .yesh, everytime hurt hiim |
| Are you passive or agressive?: | .i'm bothh [muahahhaz] |
| Do you have a journal?: | .yeshh |
| What is your greatest strength and weakness?: | .strength i'm not too sure, weakness arhs, soft-hearted. |
| If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: | .be who i used to be before i stead wif him |
| Do you think you are emotionally strong?: | .nopes, i cry easily for relationship de =PpPp |
| Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: | .to hurt my dearr so so so many times, and to play a fool during psle |
| Do you think life has been good so far?: | .not reali good, things going kinda bad for me for quite alot of stuffs. |
| What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: | .take things seriously n neber say die when u haben even try |
| What do you like the most about your body?: | .err, i dunno lehs.. [ask my dearr larhs.. hahas] |
| And least?: | .my STOMACH!!!! *pissed* |
| Do you think you are good looking?: | .i guess i'm average looking only lohs |
| Are you confident?: | .used to be [hahhas] |
| What is the fictional character you are most like?: | .i dunno lehss.. |
| Are you perceived wrongly?: | .dunno wadd u meann- |
| Do You... |
| Smoke?: | .nopes |
| Do drugs?: | .nopes |
| Read the newspaper?: | .time to time i read lorhss |
| Pray?: | .depends de- |
| Go to church?: | .depends |
| Talk to strangers who IM you?: | .err, tt depends huhs- hahahs. |
| Sleep with stuffed animals?: | .yeshh, loadds |
| Take walks in the rain?: | .yeshh |
| Talk to people even though you hate them?: | .yeshh [hahas] |
| Drive?: | .nopes |
| Like to drive fast?: | .no car drive wadd?? |
| Would or Have You Ever? |
| Liked your voice?: | .err, i dunno how i sound actuali- |
| Hurt yourself?: | .yeshh [hahhas] |
| Been out of the country?: | .yeshh |
| Eaten something that made other people sick?: | .err, durian? |
| Been in love?: | .of cos! |
| Done drugs?: | .nopess |
| Gone skinny dipping?: | .nopes [please, i'm in SINGAPORE!] |
| Had a medical emergency?: | .nopes |
| Had surgery?: | .nopes |
| Ran away from home?: | .nearly [hahhas] |
| Played strip poker?: | .once [but not very jialat aftall, got pple save me =PpPp] |
| Gotten beaten up?: | .nopes, one on one haf =P |
| Beaten someone up?: | .nopes, not so powerr |
| Been picked on?: | .yeshh, lotsa times |
| Been on stage?: | .yeshh |
| Slept outdoors?: | .yeshh, i owaes slp outdoor during hols. |
| Thought about suicide?: | .yeshh |
| Pulled an all nighter?: | .wadds tt? |
| If yes, what is your record?: | - |
| Gone one day without food?: | .yeshh [hahahs] |
| Talked on the phone all night?: | .yeshh |
| Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: | .yeshh, many many timess |
| Slept all day?: | .yeshh |
| Killed someone?: | .nopess [in my dreams, hahas] |
| Made out with a stranger?: | .nopes |
| Had sex with a stranger?: | .isnt made out same as sex?!?! nopes. |
| Thought you're going crazy?: | .yeshh [hhahas] |
| Kissed the same sex?: | .yeshh |
| Done anything sexual with the same sex?: | .nopes |
| Been betrayed?: | .yeshh *bitch* |
| Had a dream that came true?: | .yeshh [hahhas] |
| Broken the law?: | .yeshh |
| Met a famous person?: | .like?? president nadan?? hahhas |
| Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: | .wadd kinda animals? ants?? hahahs.. |
| On purpose?: | - |
| Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: | .nopes [i owaes tend to forget it aft they told me] |
| Stolen anything?: | .yeshh [hahahs] |
| Been on radio/tv?: | .i dunno lehs- |
| Been in a mosh-pit?: | .wadds tt? |
| Had a nervous breakdown?: | .yeahss |
| Bungee jumped?: | .nopes |
| Had a dream that kept coming back?: | .yeahss [tt owaes make me cry =P] |
| Beliefs |
| Belive in life on other planets?: | .yeshh |
| Miracles?: | .yeshh [not reali oso, hahahs] |
| Astrology?: | .maybb- |
| Magic?: | .nopes |
| God?: | .yeshh |
| Satan?: | .nopes- |
| Santa?: | .nopes- [are there reali santa?? hahhas] |
| Ghosts?: | .nopes- |
| Luck?: | .at timess bahss |
| Love at first sight?: | .err, i'm not too sure of it myself too- |
| Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: | .yeshh, cos wadever good thing happen, sth badd will owaes happen aft tt, but not very badd aftall- |
| Witches?: | .nopes [in story, yeshh.hahhas] |
| Easter bunny?: | .yeshh |
| Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: | .yeshh, it only depends whetehr u wan or not lorhss- |
| Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: | .nopes |
| Do you wish on stars?: | .yeshh |
| Deep Theological Questions |
| Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: | .err, nopes? |
| Do you think God has a gender?: | .dunno |
| Do you believe in organized religion?: | .wadds..tt? |
| Where do you think we go when we die?: | .heaven [hehes] |
| Friends |
| Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: | .yeshh |
| Who is your best friend?: | .natalie ho qing xi!! |
| Who's the one person that knows most about you?: | .she lorss- |
| What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: | .to go for wad i think its correct |
| Your favourite inside joke?: | .dunno |
| Thing you're picked on most about?: | .not too sure ehss? |
| Who's your longest known friend?: | .natalie ho qing xi! [frm kindergarden de, hahahs] |
| Newest?: | .i dunno -his- name |
| Shyest?: | .natalie ho qing xi! |
| Funniest?: | .fatt fatt daddy |
| Sweetest?: | .natalie ho qing xi!! |
| Closest?: | .natalie ho qing xi!! |
| Weirdest?: | .lots of my frens [hahahs] |
| Smartest?: | .ms bridget goh |
| Ditziest?: | .dunno wadds tt =PpPp |
| Friends you miss being close to the most?: | .huhss?? i dunno wadd u meann larhss- |
| Last person you talked to online?: | .sharon |
| Who do you talk to most online?: | .willie bahss- |
| Who are you on the phone with most?: | .dearr dearr [hahhas] |
| Who do you trust most?: | .god [hahhas] *lame* kkies- dearr dearr and natalie |
| Who listens to your problems?: | .natalie does, dearr oso. lots of my close frens does- |
| Who do you fight most with?: | .natalie but fight wif her as in verbally lorhss. [hahhas] |
| Who's the nicest?: | .natalie |
| Who's the most outgoing?: | .err, wait arhs- i dunno lehhs |
| Who's the best singer?: | .[hahhas] my dearr =PpPp |
| Who's on your shit-list?: | .[hahhas] guess u guys noe who she ish.. who else sia.. i neber hate sum1 so much b4 okiess- =P |
| Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: | .nopes |
| Who's your second family?: | .ray, cheryl, kenny, benson, fion, and my other *7 sisters* |
| Do you always feel understood?: | .nopess -too many stuffs to not understood. hhhaas- |
| Who's the loudest friend?: | .phebe and jeslyn [muahahahs] |
| Do you trust others easily?: | .yeshh, once they bcum my fren |
| Who's house were you last at?: | .fatt fatt |
| Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: | .dearr's [only his arms make me feel so safe, so right] |
| Do your friends know you?: | .yah larhs.. den? |
| Friend that lives farthest away:: | .caroline bahss- |
| Love and All That |
| Do you consider love a mistake?: | .perhapss, at times- |
| What do you find romantic?: | .anything he does i find it so so romatic, other than the quarrel part.. hahahs. |
| Turn-on?: | ?? |
| Turn-off?: | ?? |
| First kiss?: | .dearr dearr lorhss, not ex okiess- |
| If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: | .err, i'll feel funny lorhhs. [hahhas, thanks linkin] |
| Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: | .yesh, of cos- |
| Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: | .yeshh, wads so wrong wif ger asking guys out? i see no fault in it.. |
| Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: | .err, nopes- |
| Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: | .tt u must ask them personally, hahhas. |
| What is best about the opposite sex?: | .they understand how i feel- =) |
| What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: | .they haf tis -da nan ren zhu yi- |
| What's the last present someone gave you?: | .a soft thingie frm happy hse? |
| Are you in love?: | .yesh, of cos- |
| Do you consider your significant other hot?: | .*hahhas* quite- |
| Who Was the Last Person... |
| That haunted you?: | .no one -hahhas- |
| You wanted to kill?: | .she!! |
| That you laughed at?: | .err, i dunno lehss- |
| That laughed at you?: | .dearr lorhss |
| That turned you on?: | .dearr, hahhas.. [jk nia] |
| You went shopping with?: | .peishan |
| That broke your heart?: | .dearr *sobbies* |
| To disappoint you?: | .dearr *sobbies* |
| To ask you out?: | .si hong |
| To make you cry?: | .dearr *sobbies* [cried real terribly for him] |
| To brighten up your day?: | .no one- |
| That you thought about?: | .dearr |
| You saw a movie with?: | .dearr, fatt and yanling |
| You talked to on the phone?: | .wenling |
| You talked to through IM/ICQ?: | .sharon |
| You saw?: | .dearr |
| You lost?: | .i lost? err, ainsly as in relationship, priscilla n guoqiang as in frens- |
| Right This Moment... |
| Are you going out?: | .yeshh - to fetch wenling.. hahhas- |
| Will it be with your significant other?: | .nopes, he's in army =( |
| Or some random person?: | .yeshh |
| What are you wearing right now?: | paul frank tee and shorts |
| Body part you're touching right now:: | my leg, got mosquito bites.. *sobbz* |
| What are you worried about right now?: | .my dearr |
| What book are you reading?: | .my english assignment book [hahhas] |
| What's on your mousepad?: | .mouse larhs. [stupidd] |
| Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: | .upset |
| Are you bored?: | .quite- |
| Are you tired?: | .yeshh, didnt slp last nite- |
| Are you talking to anyone online?: | .nopess |
| Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: | .nopess |
| Are you lonely or content?: | .lonely -he's not wif me- |
| Are you listening to music?: | .yeshh, sad song summore- *sobbz* |
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[missed you`]
at 6/14/2004 02:01:00 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
k0nNicHiwA!! hahhas.. back home abt an hour ago? yeahs.. ton last nite.. kkies.. ytd met dear at west plaza at abt 1.30 or 2pm.. i forgot.. hahahs.. dearr, fatt and tie ren playing xbox for an hour den i went there abt time lorhss.. den aft their game, we wenta tampines, taking a cab.. wah kaos.. they were like cocking in the cab lorhs.. cannot tahan.. hahas.. den met yanling[fatt's ger] at tampines.. den took a train down to city hall.. den wenta haf a drink at ms the super bowl there.. hahas.. aft the drink, we headed straight to the cinema and watch harry potter and the prisoner of askaban[sp?].. yeahs.. not bad a show larhs.. hahahs.. aft movie it was abt 7 ler.. den met tie ren and caroline[tie ren's ger] aft the movie.. so we went to eat at the food court opp. ms.. yeahs.. den all gers had teriyaki set.. dear and fatt had indian cuisine.. tie ren had jap cuisine oso.. yeahs.. den aft dinner.. tie ren sent his gerr home, but before tt, no one knows wad happen in between larhs.. hahahs.. yeahs.. den dearr and me, fatt and ling slacked awhile.. den took a cab back down to fatt's hse.. den we played card games, watch movie, eat and slack lorrhs.. den yanling went home at 00:00am.. she cant ton.. den slept till today 10 plus in the morn lohhs.. yeahs.. den slacked slacked.. until 11.30am den i went home.. yeahs.. haiis.. its only tt few more hours before dearr going in tekong.. so sadd.. haiis.. kkies.. laterr mayb going out wif jie jie.. she wanna go walk walk.. haiis.. now only 1pm lehhs.. so borred.. hmm.. guess dear dear now in his dream land lerr.. haiyoss.. he ish like.. so tirred lorrhs.. kaoss.. haiis.. so sadd.. haiis.. anws.. jac and sam confirm transferring.. and both transferrring to a fucked up sch.. sGs.. haiis.. wadever it ish.. good thing tt she transfer.. hahhas.. haiyos.. wadever larhs.. i oso dunno wanna do wadd.. borred.. tts wad i can say lorhs.. kkies.. guess i go off lerr larhs.. superr borred lorrhs.. irritating.. yeahs.. laterr call dear when he wake up.. gonna missh him.. take carre frens.. enjoy ya day..
[missed you`]
at 6/13/2004 12:55:00 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
yOo hoO.. i'm backk.. hahhas.. just read all my frens blog.. yeahs.. there's one of them.. so irritating.. wrote a short bio of herself.. so irritating.. who will wanna noe her?? and ish tt so true abt herself?? or ish she just lying abt tt fact tt she isnt the way she wrote abt herself??? kkies.. i've got myself thinking.. why must she do tt?? to seek for ATTENTION?? hahhas.. most prob bahss.. kkies.. fine.. den she acted as if she so damn impt, so damn dua pai or big plate... tt bitch deleted me and cris[bek] frm frenster.. hahahs.. so big plate ehs.. kkies.. good thing tt she did tt.. no one needs her.. or shld i say, she needs pple to be her fren.. not us.. hahhas.. ATTENTION SEEKER.. kkies.. no one loves the way she ish.. perhaps some blind mice.. she sits as if no one ish in the room.. even if there's guys, she dun bother.. she sits wif her legs wide open in class without wearing any pants underneath.. wad ish she trying to prove?? to prove tt she've got nice legs?? to prove tt she's attractive?? sheesh.. she's attractive.. guess she doesnt haf enuff money to buy mirror to put at home.. kkies.. fine.. gotta stop bitching lerr.. haiis.. haben had enuff lehs.. but if i dun stop, dearr will get angry.. dunno why oso.. haiis.. WADEVER^ kkies.. i sounded a little cocky.. but too bad.. she got into all tis ALL by herself.. no help by others.. hahhas.. kkies.. fine.. wadever it ish.. it doesnt matter if she transfer or not.. so wad if she transfer?? there's nth can change the PAST.. and so wad if she doesnt transfer?? there's nth to be so shocked abt it.. tts just another lie tt she've created just to get others' sympathy and to get attention as well.. hahahs.. still rmb my dearr told me tt there was once they went out together.. den she told him tt she might be migrating due to dunno wad reason.. hahhas.. tts another way to seek attention.. hahhas.. *hey. tt method no longers act on me, cristal or johan. so if u still wanna lead sucha useless fucked-up life, go ahead and continue lying to ur 'new' frens in wadever 'new' sch ya going in. and lemme tell ya something.. i dunn like bitching abt others.. please get tt into YA head.. i only state FACTS. if u're so unhappy abt wad i'm doing, den SCRAM OFF. -aCt-* yeahs.. tts abt it.. gonna go ler.. bubbuaiz.. =PpPp *feeling rather happy aft throwing everything out! bleahss =PpPp*
[missed you`]
at 6/11/2004 10:54:00 PM
k0nbaNwa!! hahahs.. yeahs.. went shopping wif mummy today.. hahahs.. cool.. i like today.. hehes.. hmm.. bought my bikini lerr.. hehes.. pinkk de worss.. hahahs.. yeahs.. hahhas.. went orchard tt time funny sia.. got lotsa pple approach for donation, interview and so.. most funny.. the interview one.. they were like asking if i wanna do modelling or singing or acting or wadd.. can do for part time if pass the audition.. or can oso do for full time.. yeahss.. den mummy wass like.. -okies okies.. try try no harm de.. try okies gerr??- den i was.. -wadeverr larhs..- haiss.. yeahs.. but got money take de worss.. hahahs.. i so happy when i hear got money.. hahhas.. yeahss.. den i was like.. kinda enthu worrs.. hahhahs.. yeahs.. den got tis particularr guy.. mummy's fren's son bahs.. was a lil conincidental.. met him.. den tok tok.. go for lunch lorrs.. den yeahs.. he asked for my numberr.. den mummy gave lorrs.. since mummy noe him de.. denn.. yahhs.. haiis.. he not bad looking aftall.. yeahs.. quite yan dao de.. den smile smile got dimples de.. kinda sunshine guy lohss.. but he's 23 yrs old.. yahss.. haiis.. wad a waste.. hahhas.. jk jk.. yeahs.. saw rendall at pasir ris mrt station.. wah sehss.. he've got a jap-mixed gerfren wors.. but not very pretty aftall.. tot mixed are owaes chio chio de.. but no.. i was wrong.. kkies.. den tok tok tok.. den he allighted at kallang.. den i went to orchard lorrs.. den bought a white spag and a flare mini skirt.. not very short lorhss.. but finally i find it.. was looking for it very long.. but now looking for another kind of flare skirt.. those darker pink de.. mine was like pale pink bahss.. yeahs.. not bad.. like it alots.. spent $30 on the spag and skirt.. yeahs.. den came back to pasir ris and daddie picked us up.. den go home lerr... yeahs.. hahahs.. tml dear dear celebrating his bdae.. kinda happy.. get to ton.. lolss.. kiesss.. dunno where to go lehss.. mayb ton at fatt's hse or mayb sentosa.. depends lorhss.. but dear isnt reali happy abt tml.. linkin and deshun ish complaining tt the places are farr.. but fatt and yanling ish on de.. haiis.. dunno larhs.. feeling rather frustrated?? hahahs.. haiis.. think tonite must call pple le worrs.. hahhas.. kkies.. gotta go lerr.. needa go pom pom lerr.. bubbuaizz..
[missed you`]
at 6/11/2004 07:14:00 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2004
hIeSs.. hais.. backk.. yeahs.. today went out to tamp wif xiaomei.. took neoprints.. kinda nice ehs.. hahhas.. yeahs.. den met dearr at abt 3pm lorhs.. was feeling very lost today.. din noe why too.. hahhs.. den wenta orchard wif dearr.. wenta wisma astria(sp?) and heeren den went back to pasir ris to eatt den went home.. yeahs.. wenta wisma astria(sp?) saw lotsa bikinis.. there are.. surfbabe, esprit, topshop and so.. feeling very happy of course.. cushh i'm looking for one.. hahahs.. den today saw one cute pink de bikini at sportslink, white sands.. dunno wanna buy nots.. but guess i'll buy only aft i looked ard some other shops on some other days den confirm buy which one lorhs.. haiss.. den wenta heeren, walked a few rounds lorhss.. yeahhs.. den went back lorhss.. yeahs.. den wenta west plaza.. den dearr had his luch or dinner? i'm not too sure.. hahahas.. den he sent me home.. yeahs.. tts abt today.. tml meeting jeslyn lorhss.. but going home real earli oso.. cushh i cant go home late and she gotta go for wedding dinner at 5.. but meeting dearr tmll oso.. but aft i go out wif jeslyn.. yeahs.. haiis.. tts abt it lorhhs.. haiis.. sianss.. kkies.. think gonna go liaos.. wanna watch meteor garden 2.. interesting part.. hahahs.. bubbuaiz.. nites.. slp earli hors.. muackss.. *sorry dearr*
[missed you`]
at 6/10/2004 11:10:00 PM
backk again.. yeahss.. haiis.. just fnsh gunbound games wif dearr.. played many rounds and won many as well.. but.. haiis.. not feeling very happy oso.. dunno why.. hahhas.. cudnt get to slp.. so came to blog.. but din noe wad to blog abt oso.. feeling rather frustrated.. so irritating yeahs?? cris got her bikini frm esprit.. cool.. but i haben.. so irritating ehs?? hahahs.. yeahs.. wanna get one for sun tanning.. and perhaps swimming?? but dunn think i'll use it so much for swimming bahs.. hahahs.. haiis.. feeling so irritated.. gonna call dearr ler.. bubbuaiz.. slp earli hors.. =)
[missed you`]
at 6/10/2004 01:41:00 AM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
hieSs tHeRe.. i'm back.. hees.. yeahs.. home kinda earli ehs? hahhas.. yeahs.. was home abt 7.45pm today.. went out 12plus today.. went to tampines wif peishan. yeahs.. went window shopping.. haf no cash on hand right at tis very moment.. *urmpHxx* yeahs.. kinda pissed.. but having no cash and going for window shopping can be good at times.. yeahs.. muahhahs.. went to check out the prices for the list of things i wan.. hahhas.. not bad larhs.. still can afford.. yeahs.. today was kinda happy.. was going ard being so crazy lehss.. hahhas.. *u ask peishan and u'll noe!* yeahss.. tmll got money lerr.. so happy ehs.. hahhs.. kkies.. tml will be meeting up wif xiaomei, ying and camel at 12.30pm. yeahs.. going to take neoprints again!! hahahs.. taken wif peishan today.. kinda nice larhs.. hhahahs.. cussh i took it in the outfit i like!! yeahs.. cool.. hahhas.. denn.. tml going to take again.. so tirred lohhs.. hahahs.. *i'm a lil crazy.please forgif.* hahahs.. yeahss.. hahhas.. needa buy lotsa stuffs for sun tanning.. yeahs.. correct.. sun tanning.. i wanna go sun tan.. shld be going wif peishan lorhs.. yeahs.. i'm like.. so fair lorhs.. like ghost lidat.. so fair.. hahhas.. jk larhs.. i where got so fair de.. not like qiu yan kkies!! hahahs.. kkies.. yeahs.. must go sun tanning.. haiis.. so sianz.. din meet dearr for 2 days lerr.. if tml neber meet him will be 3 days ler.. if tml neber meet, i friday confirm not meeting pple.. den tt will be like.. kaos!! 4 days neber meet him.. haiis.. kkies.. fine.. yeahs.. den was like.. haiis.. dearr still haben recover yet lehs.. i'm so sad, so worried.. haiis.. *dearr arhs.. must faster recover kkies.. i very worried lehhs.. haiis..* yeahs.. if he dunn recover fast, how can we ton to celebrate his bdae.. kkies.. i dunn mind not staying overnite.. but i just wan him to get well.. tts the point!!!!! haiis.. du lanss.. fine.. haiis... haiis.. haiis.. kkies.. haiis.. i dunno.. mayb tml leave earli, den meet dear dear for awhile oso happy.. hahhas.. miss him lots lots sia.. haiis.. kkies.. yeshh... i'm feeling kinda frustrated now.. when i'm free, noone ask me out. when i'm not free, lotsa pple ask me out. and i cant reject due to the reason being tt both matters are impt. haiis.. pissed? hahhs.. guess not.. kkies.. sat, dearr celebrating his bdae, i cant be possibly not going rites?? hahahs.. and i wud love to go.. hees.. yeahs.. den last min, nat called me and told me tt she's oso celebrating her bdae on tt aftn. darn! i'm in deep shit man.. haiis.. so sianss.. kkies fine.. feeling rather irritated now.. kkies.. needa call nat and plan again... haiis.. kkies.. tts abt it bahs.. haiis.. think going off lerr.. wanna re-do my *wishlist* part again.. hhahas.. take care frens.. slp earli yahs.. *dear, take care of urself horrs. muackss.* muackiess..
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at 6/09/2004 09:12:00 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
kOnbaNwA!! yeahs.. back again.. hahas.. kaos.. wad a borring day today ish man.. sickening weather.. hahas.. kkies.. fine.. yeahs.. kkies.. was an extreme ggooodd gerr today.. hahhas.. was home.. hhhaas.. kkies.. slept till 11.15 lidat lorrs.. den mummy woke me up for lunch.. haiis.. i rather slp okies.. hahahs.. was real tirred.. hahahs.. den aft eating.. help mummy to iron clothes.. wah sehs.. she not human okies.. hahhas.. she threw me wif one basket full of clothes.. reali full of clothes okies.. idiotic mans.. hahhas.. kkies.. iron until 2.30pm, not even half the pile was gone.. hahahs.. sick man.. den kies lors.. i rest.. munch on chips, cheesecake[jie, not very nice lehs.. next time buy nicer de..] hahhs.. den watch tv till abt 3.30pm, den use computer until 5.30pm lidat den continue.. hahhas.. den stopped at 7pm to haf my dinner.. hahhas.. had sambal prawns, fried chicken wings and bitter gourd for dinner tonite.. not bad larhs.. quite yummy.. hahhas.. love my mummy lots lots when she cook sambal prawns, or curry, anything spicy kkies.. hahhas.. yeahs.. was quite filling lors.. yeahs.. fnsh dinner i come blog ler.. hahahs.. yeahs.. later gonna continue wif tt pile of clothes again.. hahhas.. but before tt, i'm gonna go take a bath first.. hhhahas.. yeahs.. tml going out wif joyna bahs.. suppose to go out wif her de.. if not, den i'm going out wif peishan.. hahhas.. yeahs.. tts abt it lors.. yeahss.. haiis.. dear finally feeling better aft a loong slp.. hahhs.. cool.. he woke up only at abt 3pm today.. hahahs.. yeahs.. was worry sick abt him cus din had his reply aft i msg him since abt 12 plus?? yeahs.. kkies.. gonna go bathe lerr.. guess later at nite will just be ironing of clothes, online and toking on the fone bahs.. nth special lorrs.. kkies.. waiting for tml to arrive.. cant wait to go out of tis -home- lehss.. hahahs.. kkies.. do eat if u guys haben.. miss ya guys lots lots.. muackies.. slp earli hors.. dunn think i'll be blogging lerr for today.. unless sth cute, funny or wad happens lors.. take care worss.. muackies.
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at 6/08/2004 07:26:00 PM
Monday, June 07, 2004
hieSs.. yeahs.. was home earli today.. abt 9.30pm.. yeahs.. today arhs.. nth much happened.. hahhas.. was awake since last nite.. cant get to slp yahss.. wad cud haf gotten into me?? why cant i slp?? hahahz.. i'm wondering.. forget it bahs.. thinking too much owaes do harm to me, him and our relationship.. hahhas.. yeahss.. was using the net, watching tv shows, lying on the bed trying to get to slp till abt 12 and i'm pissed.. cudnt get to slp lors!! haiis.. den 12 plus, went to eat.. den help mummy vacumn the floor.. see.. i do enjoy myself, and i can be good gerr at times de okies!! hahahs.. den went out of house to meet dear at abt 3pm.. yeahs.. dear was a little late.. was doing things for his cutie pie[his 'daughter'].. yesh.. while waiting, i'm being entertained by 2 christians and 1 person going ard selling donations thingy.. yeahss.. den meet dear oreadi, went to haf a drink, den took train down to tampines.. went to the swimming complex to dip in the water.. yeahss.. not bad larhs.. was in the water for abt close to 2 hours?? yeahss.. kkies.. not bad.. liked today.. was normal thou.. but at least i'm ard wif him.. more sense of security?? hahahs.. yeahss.. dunno why.. but just feel very lost without him ard.. hahahs.. perhaps i'm too used of having him by my side ler bahss?? hahahs.. yeahs.. first week of the hols has ended.. now in the second week lerr.. wahss.. time passes kinda fast horss.. hhaiis.. so sadd.. hols over liao, dear dear working soonn.. cannot see him as often lerr.. so sadd.. haiis... must lett all gerrs noe tt he's MINE!! must let all gerrs noe tt he's ATTACHED wif a ger loves hiim superr superr muchh de.. so scared when i hearr tt he'll be working soon.. scared he'll meet better gerrs out there lehhs.. haiis.. *sCaReDd* haiis.. i noe he must workk de.. if not, no money how to support a gerfren and how to enjoy life rites?[dear arhs.. i hope i'm not spending too much of ur money.. if i am, tell me kkies.. i'll spent lesser de.. dun worry abtt me de..]haiis.. yeahss.. haiis.. anwss.. i thiink i'm gonna take one step at a time lorrs.. haiis.. err.. denn.. yahs!! haiis.. dear's down wif sickness again!! kaos!! he've been falling sick quite a number of times tis year huhs?? haiis.. sad lehhs.. [dear god.. if i can make one of my wishes come true, i wud wan my dear to be free frm illness.. i'll be more than happy to suffer on behalf of him..] yeahss.. hate to see him sick.. haiis.. if reali can, i wud wanna be sick on his behalf.. haiis.. kkies.. [dear, must take good good care of urself worss.. i very heart-broken when i see ya down wif fever, cough or merely just flu.. do take good care of urself kkies.. i'll owaes be on the other side praying for u and of cos on the other side taking care of u..] yeahss.. tts abt it bahs.. gonna go slp lerr.. now 11.35 ler.. promise dear to slp before 00:00am de.. nites frens.. -.^
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at 6/07/2004 11:01:00 PM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
konNicHiwA!! yeahss. in contact wif priscilla again. feeling kinda happy. but feeling real different like the last time. only hope tt things wud be the same like last time. haiis. anws. i just got home. hahas. frm expo, metro warehse sales. yeahs. things therer were damn cheap kies.. hahahz. cool ehs. spent over hundred at there. jie paid for all. yeahs. [tts the xtreme good part abt going out wif her =PpPp] yeahs. hahaz. den she treat me dinner, i treat her drink. co0l. hahas. yeahs. bought my favourite. been wanting to buy the bum equipment shirt. yeahs. i've got the last piece. lucky huhs? hahahz. [yeahs. i lurvve it kies!!] hees. yeahs.. tt was nice. my sis thinks tt its nice too. hehes. yeahs. den bought lotsa stuffs too. hahhaz. happy lehhs*** jie jie bought allot too. she bought a sweet pink spag., a bag, and.. wad else?? hahhas. cool cann. i simply love shopping!! i love today. thou its kinda tiring and an upset day at the beginning. feeling real shag. i dunno why. aft hours of shopping, i'm tirred?? okies fine. i'm weak. hahhas. haiis. how can i be tirred aft tat few hours of shopping?? darn! hahhas. forgett it larhs. hahaz. kiess. gonna go pom pom[bathe] lerr. haiis. tonite squeezing in the room wif my er jie and young bro. the other room underr -renovationn-.. hahhaz.. kiess. wadever it is. gonna go off ler. nites frens. slp earli yahs. take care wors. muackiees. >.^
[missed you`]
at 6/06/2004 10:25:00 PM
koNncHiwA!! *yaWnsS* haiis.. just wake up lehhs. hahas. lazy ritess. hahaz. laterr going out wif da jiee bahs. hahaz. shiok. finally dunn needa stay at home lerr. da jie just wake up oso.. muahahhs. me and herr hors. piggs!! hahahs. happy lehs. dunn needa stay at home. hees. haiis. haf no idea where dearr ish. din msg him and din recieve any msges frm him. call him laterr bahs. but scared he still slping. but chances of him slping is less than 50%.. hahas. my dearr den not as lazy as me kies. hahaz. wah.. wad ish tis world turning to? just tok abt dear and recieved a msg frm him. muahahz. powerr sehs.. hahahz. [love u! muacks!] hahahs. yeahs. nth much to say too. oh yah. carol added me in frenster wors. hahahz. so funny ehss? hahhaz. kies larhs. going off lerr. jie fnsh using i going out lerr. hahahz. muackiees. take care hors. dear i miss u! muacks. >.^
[missed you`]
at 6/06/2004 02:41:00 PM
Saturday, June 05, 2004
hieSs. was home not long ago.. abt 1/2 hr or so. yeahss. today had a great day. thou things done were normal. met up wif dear at white sands at abt 2pm. den saw xiaozhu, monkey and phips at white sands mac there.. tok for awhile den go off ler. yeahss.. den headed off to tampines mall to see if our show ish available.. who noes man.. the queue was real longg.. and its REALI longg. there were security guards kkies.. hahahz.. den walked ard for sum time den headed off to suntec to catch our movie.. watched [the day after tomorrow]. yeahss. quite a nice show. very toucching and sad one. lotsa lives were lost. i'm wonderring.. wondering real hard. thinking if tis reali had happen to the earth or not.. if not, how are they able to make films like tiss?? i'm curious!! hahahz.. oohss.. tt guy kinda nice-looking hehs? tt gerr quite pretty too.. heehees.. [i'm not biased aftall, and i'm not those who are only attracted to opp. sex!] hahahz. kkies.. yeahss.. before tt, was walkking all ard suntec.. wenta delifrance to get sth to munch on. had the potato gratin n dearr had his tuna croissant(sp???).. not badd larhss. but was a little too cheesy ehs? hahahz.. den dear had another soup.. shld be soup of the day bahss.. hahaz.. yeahss.. he said today was the third time i'm eating out wif him.. hahahz.. got so terrible mehss?? hahhaz.. yeahss.. its been real long since i went suntec. i dunn reali llike going to town lohhs. dunno why.. unless i go there for shopping purpose, if not, i wont go there as often as otherrs. yeahs. tt movie was quite longg. frm abt 6.40 to 8.55pm. actuali not very long larhs. mayb time passes too slow.. tts why?? hahahz.. yeahss.. hmm.. den walked ard.. played a fool wif dearr. was having funn today.. yeahss. thou things were easy, but i do enjoy myself. i rather haf things easy den to haf it hard cos nth good happens whenever we haf hard times huhx.. hahahz.. yeahss.. den went to the carrefour too.. bigg hypermarket. was there going ard looking at stuffs.. those bbq chickens sure had my dearr's eyes feasted on them ehss? hahahz.. cooll. yeahss. den aft the movie.. we walked out of suntec. den headed towards the mrt station... den took a train back to pasir ris den took bus back home. yeahss.. den slacked at my area for awhile before i reali went home.. [tts wad we owaes do before we reali part] hahahz.. haiz.. tmll wont be meeting dearr lerr. will be staying at home and rotts. perhapz slping like how i slept last sunday.. had a great day slping kkies.. was like.. watched 2hrs of show den slp all the way till evening den look for food to eatt. hahhaz. haiz.. dearr tml going to changi hospital visit classmate. motor accident. but tis was lucky. only broke an arm or a legg. not like the previous one. haiz. kkies.. was sadd kkies.. kkies.. haiz.. next wed meeting up wif joyna. tt i wud be home earli. hahhaz. den dunno which other day meeting up wif xiaomei they all. last week of june hols meeting up wif natalie.. yeahss. cool. haf been waiting for the day to go out wif herr kies. hahhaz. denn. 1206 going tonn wif dearr dear, fatt n co. bahss. celebrating dearr's bdae. hahaz.. cool. i'm sure gonna enjoy myself de. hahhaz. yeahss.. was damn happy. [forgot to update tis kies] tis was cool. dearr haf been picking up saga seeds[xiang si dou] for a few days. and he collected a total of 521 for me worrs.. hahahz.. so cool.. so nice of my dear dear.. [thank u love!! love u 1314..]the smell very nice oso.. hahahz.. thanks dear dear. hahhaz.. yeahss.. tts abt tonite lerr bahss. gonna slpp soon. damn tirred. din slp a wink the whole of last nite and wass out today. *yaWnsSs* i'm gonna grab tis chance to slp full full. hahahz.. but will be waiting for dearr's msg b4 i go into my dreamland. take carre frenss. nites nites. slp tite tite. sweet sweet sugarr dreams. slp earlii!! imptt kkies.. hahahz. lurve ya guys.. love my dear as well. [dear, love u 1314. dunn need worry i run away bcos of other guys de. 1314, my heart blongs to no one but youu.] miss ya lotts. bearr huggs and kisses!! *mUacKieEesSs n hUgGieSsSs*
[missed you`]
at 6/05/2004 11:40:00 PM
oHaiYo gOzaImaS! yeahs.. i'm all alone at hse now.. mummy, dady, brother, second sis and tt person went out together.. da jie working.. i at home alone.. so lonely sehs.. hahaz.. jkjk.. haiz.. so sianz sia.. nth to do.. was awake the whole of last nite.. [urmpHxx.. da jie pang sehh.. she go orh orh.. i still awake.. pang sehh!!] i think i eat too full nth to do bahz.. was on my bed staring at the ceiling, thinking while listening to radio.. i dunno wad i'm thinking.. but just started thinking.. dear called me abt 3.25 in the morn.. den tok tok for tt less than 3mins den he went back to watch his movie.. den i cont staring at my ceiling.. haiz.. oh yah.. tts so freaking unfair manz.. nice songs only come out in the radio aft 00:00am.. ass.. so pissed.. but had a great nite ytd.. many radio stations had nice songs playing.. all playing my favourites.. those sad sad chinese love songs.. hahahz.. not bad larhss.. hear until eyes got teary only.. hhahaz.. wah sehs.. i think i reali very weak de lorrs.. nvr slp for one nite i'm having headache lerr.. du lanss.. hahahz.. haiz.. so awake.. so lonely.. how i wish i cud just get to slp.. not tt i dun wanna slp.. but i cant get to slp.. i dunno why.. think i haf to go slpless for many many nights.. haiz.. today ish a saturday.. i've no planns.. no planns equals to no life.. haizz.. saturday has owaes been an enojoyable day for me cos i owaes haf places to go.. whether is it to hang out in town area or just chilling at fren's hse i still enjoy my day.. but today nehss.. haiz.. no planns yet.. so sianz.. perhapz i just haf to wait bahss.. now still earli.. hahaz.. haiz.. dunno wad to do for now.. perhapz i go haf a warm bath, think abt wad i'm thinking last nite, try to relax my soul n go out bahss.. haizz.. kkiess.. i think i go do other stuffs lerr.. blogg again perhapss aft i've come home? heess.. SaYoNaRa..
[missed you`]
at 6/05/2004 09:25:00 AM
Friday, June 04, 2004
hieSs.. back again.. hahas.. yeahs.. was feeling real dwn just now.. but was cheered up by mummie.. *thank you mummy, lurve ya lots!* yeahs.. feeling damn happy can.. its like.. finally, for once, things went well for me.. and it reali went well for me.. the well i meant was real great well!! hahahz.. reali at the top of the world now.. hees.. hope nth crops up in between now till tt day lohs.. hees.. yOo hoO.. hahahs.. reali happy can.. wah sehs.. finally got sth cheered me up.. yeahs.. happy, happy and just so happy.. hahahz.. dun bother asking me wad i'm so happy abt, just wait and see.. kkies.. hahaz.. happy, happy, happy! i'm just so happy.. hees.. kkies.. haiz.. dear dear now shld be either at linkin's or fatt's hse watching movie bahs.. he having movie marathon tonite.. haiz.. if he doesnt slp tonite, i wont be slping as well.. actuali dunn plan to slp oso.. too happy to slp lerr.. hahahs.. haiz.. wadever it is, as long he enjoys himself den every other thing shldnt be taken into consideration bahs.. as long as he's happy.. yeahs.. but still same thing.. sure smoke alortt de.. haiz.. so sad.. haiz.. forget it larhs.. shldnt let tis kinda thing dampen my spirits.. real happy.. haben been so happy for ages ler kies!! and yups.. as long as he dunn slp tonite, i wont wan to meet him tml.. haiz.. today nvr meet ler.. dunn think tml meeting bahss.. haizz. sadd.. wass a little attitude just now.. haiz.. fcuk it kkies.. fcuk it.. no mood ya see.. haiz.. so sad sehz.. haiz.. forget it larhs.. shldnt bother much oso.. haiz.. kiess.. wadever it is.. i shldnt be upset over his matter tonite.. he wanna do wad, he shall just go ahead.. i shall haf no more says.. kkies.. anws.. damn happy and tts wad i noe.. kkies.. *thanks mummy!! ai si ni ler larhs!! hees!!* yeahs.. think i'll end here bahs.. go watch vcds ler.. nites nites.. muackies.. [[haiiz]]
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at 6/04/2004 09:44:00 PM
haiyos.. so borred nehss.. wass at home the whole day. was using the com, reading mag, going thru some recipes, doing some sit-ups, doing some household chores.. tts all.. borred sehhs.. haiz. but time passes kinda fast yeahs? dear wenta slp at abt 3.45..den was suppose to call him abt 2hrs later.. den i wenta chat online, edit frenster thingy, read 2 cleos and 1 teens and yeah. it was time to call dear.. kinda fast ehs?? hahahz.. quite happy.. just hope today faster past and i'm owaes awaiting for tml's arrival.. today was extremely bored.. din met up wif anyone. was having peace using the com.. haiz.. but how i wish my life will be more interesting, filled up wif more colors, more joys.. hahhaz.. haiz.. today ish quite a cooling day.. a very nice weather for slping.. but i cudnt get to slp no matter wad.. hahahz.. din noe why.. but just cudnt.. tts all. haizz.. feeling rather tirred these few days.. in fact, the whole week. just wanted to slp, slp and just slp.. but.. haiz.. everytime when it comes to the aftn, there's no way i can get into my dreamland.. haiz.. feeling rather sad abt tis.. hahahz.. haiz.. had some plans next week.. meeting joyna on wednesday, meeting xiaomei and co. next friday. might meet up wif kristal too.. but still not confirm.. hahaz.. feeling very enthu to meet up wif joyna.. got lots and lots of things to share wif tt little ger.. hees.. however.. still feeling kinda upset.. haf owaes been wanting to meet up wif tt rust bearr, natalie.. hope she gained some weight.. tt poor little meatless bearr.. hahahz.. miss her lots ehs? hahhaz.. reali arhs.. miss the time spent together.. i guess i cud neber find sum other frens who are just as caring as her bahss.. haiz.. sadd.. kkies.. missed xiaomei too.. but the feeling doesnt seems to be there anymore.. its like.. i dunno.. haiz.. so sad huhs?? haiz.. still needa go out wif panda one day nehss.. haiz.. so sians.. haizz.. wadever it is.. still leave all tis to next week bahss.. hahhaz.. haiyos.. feeling so sad sehss.. exactly 10 more days i wont be able to see dear dear ler.. haiz.. going in for 5 and 1/2 days.. so sad.. [dear! u pang seh me.. urpmHxx!!] hahaz.. haiz.. sad ehs?? 5 and 1/2 days... haiz.. must do count down lerr.. so sad.. [tomato not wif bear.. bear no food will die de worrs..] haiz.. so sad.. thinking real hardd of wad will happen to me den.. so lonely sehs.. haiz.. kkies.. quit thinking larhs. thinking too much ish no good.. ahhaz.. haiz.. kies. nth much to blog abt too. guess i'll end here den. take care..
Kiss - Without You
As I sit here and think
about all that I'm missing
all that I'm missing
I've got everything that
I could ever ask for but you
all my past time is spent
wondering how you've been
wondering how you've been
but the more that you're on my mind
I'm just lonely and blue can't you see
Why can't you be with me to hold me tight?
Just being with you will make everything better and bright
I wanna have you by my side
you always make it right
And without you my heart starts to cry
How will I ever go on?
how will I stay strong?
Do you see without you, my soul dies?
I stayed up all night
remembering what we had
remembering what we had
And I can't sleep a wink
cuz thinking of you makes me sad
yes you do
I can't seem to shake you off my mind
Just wanna go back in time to just press rewind
I wanna have you by my side
you always make it right
And without you my heart starts to cry
how will I ever go on?
how will I stay strong?
Do you see without you, my soul dies?
You're all that I want
you're all that I need
So why don't you come back baby please
I want to have you by my side
you always make it right
And without you my heart starts to cry
how will I ever go on?
how will I stay strong?
Do you see without you, my soul dies?
I wanna have you by my side
you always make it right
And without you my heart starts to cry
How will I ever go on?
how will I stay strong?
Do you see without you, my soul dies?
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[missed you`]
at 6/04/2004 06:46:00 PM
k0nNcHiwA!! yeahss.. haiz.. today i so guai worrs. not out of my hsee yet. hahahz.. stomach giving me problems earli morn, dunn haf mood to go out lohz. so sianz.. haiz.. wenta read [ur] blog again. aft reading it again, it actuali hints me lotss. but forget it larhx.. its like.. no matter wad, things will owaes go like tis.. whether [u] like it or not. too bad.. who ask god to gif me a kind of mind whereby i cant forget things like tis. i noe rmbering the good things are very good. and rmbering the bad ones are ot good. but too bad.. like i've said. i can forgif u abt tis. but i wun forget. u've hurt me real deep. haiz.. fcuk tis, kies.. haiz. sianz.. so sianz.. wad to do sia.. borred.. haiz.. still needa go out wif lotsa peeps. got xiaomei, xiang ying, joyna and panda. still got who arhs.. forget ler larhx. wait till they call me.. muahahhaz.. dua pai.. hahhaz.. jkjk.. haiz.. so sianz.. haiz.. so sianz.. btw.. i've edit my profile in frenster. u wan, u go see. dun wan den dun botherr. hahhaz. haiz.. sianz larhx. forget it. going off den. hahahz.. take care.. bubbuaiz..
[missed you`]
at 6/04/2004 01:06:00 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
k0nNicHiwA!! hahaz.. home kinda late today again.. hahahz.. finally able to share wif him yah.. cool.. things are getting way better than i've expected.. hmm.. feel like slping.. real tired.. went out earli morn to pass my sis her uniform and slack ard.. den wenta phips' hse.. ran all abt her hse just to avoid tt 'cat' of hers.. hhahaz.. den met dear abt 3pm in the aftn. went to white sands.. din plan to go farr too.. hahahz.. so just slack ard.. den wenta linkin's hse for movie and to slack as well.. denn went to the beach at nite.. had quiet walks, sweet huggies and kisses.. den wenta downtown east bk and munch on fries.. den saw dj and ginnass.. hhhahaz.. saw ruiyang and his stead bahz.. hahahz.. den wenta wait for bus for home.. den went home lorx. den accompany dear dear to eat at the coffee shop near my hse.. den he walked me home aft tt.. yeahzz.. had huggies and kisses b4 i went in my hse.. hahaz.. yeahss.. tts abt today.. still haf no plans for tml... was planning to be good gerr for tis period of time to secure my 'tonning' on deardear's bdae.. dun plann to go home too late oso.. tirred.. hahahz.. perhapz.. tml just slack ard.. mayb go dip myself in water?? feeling real hott tis few dayss.. hahhaz.. dip in water for awhile, abt an hour or two.. den walk ard, slackk ardd.. den go home?? denn dearr can rest earli too.. hahahz.. i very considerate de horxx.. hahahz.. kkkies..
and as forr.. [you].. i haf nth much to say.. yeahss.. i noe tt in tis whole world, not only i'm the one having problems and so. but pls and please get tis right clear into ya mind. i can forgif, but it doesnt mean tt i wun forget. as for tis kinda things. i'll forgif, and i difinitely will forgif.. but please get tis clear.. i wun forget abt it.. there are just too much regrets i had in my last relationship which is oso my first love, and i dun wanna lose tis guy whom i just love so deeply.. like i've said in dunno how many of my blogss, i'm very possesive.. whether u like it or not, i'm still as possesive as i used to be and of cos, i wont forget.. u might think tt i'm those kinda pple who loves to rmb bad things abt pple, but lemme tell ya.. u're wrong.. mayb u can take it when ur boifren whom u reali treats him as one who ish damn real impt to u going out wif other gers, esp. those whom u trusted so much.. maybb u can take it.. but not me.. not everyone ish the same.. and please rmb tis frm now till the day u die.. -no one ish ever the same, not even twinss- u can take it doesnt mean tt i can take it.. u can bear to do tis kinda things to ur frens, but not me. i dun haff the heartt to hurt my frens like how u did. sorry, the words may sound not very pleasant. but tts facts. perhapz u've changed.. i dunno. and maybb i no longerr botherr if u've changed or nots. cos. wadever u've done to me ish just as painful as how a knife being stab into ur heart. cos i've nvr expected it frm pple like u whom i used to trust. whether u like it or not. tis are wad i've owaes wanted to say..
yeahss.. settlin some probs wif one of my ex-close-trusted fren. yeahss.. haiz.. kkies.. shldnt let tis things get into my life again.. no point having quarrels wif my dear bcos of these things.. kkies.. gonna slp ler.. tirred.. *yaWnsSs* bubbuaiz.. nites.. take care huhx!! (>.^)v peacE oUtsSs..
[missed you`]
at 6/03/2004 11:41:00 PM
