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my boy and i <3

vivian.
13 going on 14.
18 april.
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you and me. ilu*


wish list`

good relationship with him.
his birthday.
tone n slim down.
march holidays.
sun tanning.
my birthday.
nite safari.
more tops.
heels.
flip flops.
shoes.


calender`

0503. rayyan's 21st. linkin's 18th.
1203. march holidays.
1803. 16 months anniversary.
1803. wenxin's 14.
2003. school reopen.
2603. alex's 14.
0104. april fool. jamie's 15.
0204. yiling's 16.
0404. guoqiang's 18.
0904. shermain's 13.
1004. willie's 16.
1204. daryl's 14.
1304. tatfatt's 17.
1804. MY 14 birthday`
1804. 17 months anniversary =D
2404. dad's bdae. wingtong's 14.
2504. jingquan's 14.


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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
konnichiwa.. hmm.. i'm home le.. strange baz.. hahahhaz.. was having stomach cramps.. no choice.. in sci lesson pain until i end up curling lyk a ball on the floor.. den mt class still very pain.. so come home lohz.. haiz... can finally put sth off my mind liaoz.. hahahz.. happy worz.. kkies.. haiz.. shldnt call my dear sia.. call wrong timing.. he dunno actually pinning dunno wad thing.. den the vibration of his fone gave him a shocked.. in the end, miss cue.. pin his hand instead of the thing.. sobz.. haiz... shldnt called him.. sobz sobz.. now bleeding.. sianz.. haiz........ wad a 'go0d' gerfren i am.. haiz.. pissed off.......... haiz haiz haiz.. i very useless nehz.. pissed off................................................ sianz 1/2......... sobz sobz..... haiyo.. feel bad nehz.. pangseh cristal.. left her in sch.. but dun think got anything to worry abt.. she've got maomi mahz.. hahhahaz.. haiz.. sianz........... bored at home sia.. haiz.. dunno wad to do.. haiz.. mayb later catching a nap.. very tired.. hahhahaz... come home earli only treat myself as princess.. hahhaz.. - dia0z.. -.-'' - hahhahz.. sianz 1/2.. muz do alot of work sia.. sianz.. sobz sobz.. haiz haiz haiz.. kkiez lahz.. think i going off le.. very sianz.. buaiz buaiz.. take care.. miss ya guys.. muackiez muackz..

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at 3/31/2004 12:07:00 PM


hey guys.. hahhaz.. dunno to greet u guys good morning or good nitez.. hahhaz.. kinda weird nehz.. i'm still so energetic.. dun feel lyk slping yet.. but i noe.. when i climb on my bed later on, close my eyes for awhile sure can fall aslp de.. hahahz.. haiz.. today will b the 4th day i dun get to see my dear.. yupz.. 4th day.. haiz.. sobz.. miss him alot lehz.. haiz.. anws.. get to tok to him on fone abt 2hrs back.. hahahz.. kinda happy to hear his voice.. glad to noe frm him tt i've started to change back like normal le.. hahhaz.. happy worz.. very proud of myself.. hahhhaz.. haiz.. however, kinda upset abt some things.. haiz.. things haf been happening in sch.. haiz.. i dunno y will it happen.. all of it can b prevented.. but did we try to prevent it frm happening??? haiz.. very upset.. very disappointed.. haiz.. sobz...... haiz.. wad to do?? cannot blame.. pple are born to haf different kind of ways to do things.. isnt it?? haiz.. cant blame lahz.. haiz.. kkiez.. no matter wad, i think i'll owaes stay as who i am now.. perhapz not making any more changes and stuffz baz.. kkiez lahz.. think going off le lahz.. go check email.. den go reply letters to pple.. sianz 1/2 sia.. hahahz.. hate to go sch tml.. hope kumutha absent again.. wahahhaz.. hahhaz... kkiez.. niTez niTez?? slp titez.. take care.. muackiez muackz.. +.hoPe t0 sEe mY dEaR so0n.. reaLi miSs hiM lyK heLL.. hEez.. LovE u oWaEs dEaR!!+ and will owaes 'love' my 'ai ai ai' de.. hahahz.. sTaY oRigiNaL!! =P

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at 3/31/2004 12:41:00 AM


Monday, March 29, 2004
oYasUmI naSaI!! yupz.. hmm.. today in sch kinda bored.. but was kinda fun and happy aft sch... hahhaz.. hmm.. reach home abt 7pm? hmm.. at ard 2.30pm, straight aft sch, me and cris cheong all the way out of sengkang.. den take train to orchard.. hmm.. funnie lehz.. we take north-east line.. needa change to north-south line at dhoby ghout(sp!!).. hmm.. den.. when reach dhoby ghout(sp?) we forgotted to alight.. cos i was doing my history wrksht on the train.. hahhahz.. den frm clarke quay took train backwards.. back to dhoby ghout(sp?).. hahahz.. den wenta cineleisure first.. to get our bags.. got the same army bag?? kkies.. den aft tt.. wenta bk to eat.. regretted eating sia.. was so ex.. den kinda full.. freak manz.. haiz.. waste my freaking money sia.. sobz sobz.. den aft eating.. wenta heeren.. walk one round.. den walk to far east plaza.. hahaz.. we firstly wenta see my skirt.. cos i said i wanna get skirt.. den... in the end.. got a skirt and shirt.. sleeveless de.. cris say i looked nice.. (heez.. thx..) den actually cris dun plan to get anything xcept the bag, but ended up getting a long sleeve and a jeans which i haf.. hahhaz.. kinda cute sia.. she looked super femine(sp????) wearing tt.. serious.. hahhaz.. hmm.. and guess wad... we spent a total of 105 juz in tt freaking shop!! sobz sobz.. my heart pain.. my wallet pain.. my card pain.. haiz.. sobz.. now needa save money le.. muz try all way to save money.. cris returning me 44 tml.. i banking in a total of abt.... 44 plus 20 plus 20 tml... tts abt 84 bucks tml.. haiz.. hope my bank tml got at least 130 by tml aft i bank in my money.. haiz.. sobz sobz.. nvr spent so much in one day b4.. last time, the most i spent one day is only 60 plus plus.. now 105.. power sia.. hahhaz.. haiz.. sobz.. nvm.. i'm getting back my money tml.. hahhaz.. haiz.. hmm.. sad worz.. 2 days or so nvr see my dear le.. miss him so damn very much sia.. sobz.................. haiz.. hope i'll get to see him soon.. will i? hope so.. kies.. anws.. i'm going off le.. needa go pack my bag.. miss ya guys.. slp earli.. muackies muacks..

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at 3/29/2004 08:12:00 PM


Sunday, March 28, 2004
konnichiwa!!kiez.. its been long since i've blog seriously.. hahaz.. finally found some time to blog.. feeling weird thou.. the feeling i'm feeling now its lyk.. haiz.. very hard to describe.. reali very hard to describe.. haiz.. aft a real hard long period of thinking........ i reali think tt i've change alot.. frm a freaking reali 'arrogant' love counsellor to now, a ger, a very normal ger who has no confidence in herself.. frm a very fun and adventurous sporty ger, to a ger now who has no life in her.. frm a ger who used to speak confidently, to a ger who now has to tok like how others do.. frm a very outstanding and lively person in a grp of frens, to now a stranger sort lyk person in tt grp.. haven i changed alot?? i've seriously changed alot.. how am i suppose to change back?? wad can i do?? haiz.. *sobz sobz* i seriously hate myself now.. aft so many things happened, i seems to be a down-graded, useless freaking slut.. haiz.. how am i suppose to change back to who i used to be?? haiz.. am i suppose to throw all my worries and start to build back all the confidence i used to haf in the old me?? i guess so.. haiz.. cant blief tt i've change so freaking much juz in tt 4mths since december till now.. wad causes these changes in me?? am i the cause?? or am i the effect?? i guess i'm both cause and effect.. haiz.. the change in me has caused alot of disappointment in the pple whom is so dearly close to me.. i've hurt them so very much.. i reali dunno wad i've been doing.. i reali nvr nvr noe tt i shld haf the heart to hurt those who r reali dearly close to me.. i reali nvr noe tt.. haiz.. +.s0rRy.caN i haF tT verY LasT cHanCe frM u guYs foR mE t0 cHangE bacK t0 whO i uSed t0 bE?caN i?pLs foRgiF mE iF i'vE eveR huRt u.waD i caN teLL u noW iS tT i'vE nvR meaNt t0 dO iT.i'vE nvR meaNt t0 huRt u.+ sorry my love.. sorry everyone.. sorry to cause so much changes.. sorry to hurt u guys.. i reali nvr mean to do it.. i reali dun..

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at 3/28/2004 12:42:00 PM


You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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at 3/28/2004 12:11:00 PM


light
You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.


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at 3/28/2004 12:05:00 PM


entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


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at 3/28/2004 12:04:00 PM


calm
You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.


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at 3/28/2004 12:00:00 PM


The down-to-earth girl
The down-to-earth girl


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at 3/28/2004 11:57:00 AM


exotic
You are the exotic pin-up. Nothing about you is
ordinary. You are mysterious and lean toward
foreign places and exciting men.


What Type Of Retro Gal Are You?
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at 3/28/2004 11:52:00 AM


gold heart
Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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at 3/28/2004 11:45:00 AM


hi guys.. its been kinda long since i last blog.. hahhaz.. how r u(s)?? hahahz.. haiz.. lotsa things haf been happening.. sobz.. very sad nehz.. haiz.. anw.. juz blogged to let u guys noe tt i'm fine.. time spent is quite enjoyable.. but.. sad as well.. hahahz.. haiz.. think going off le lahz.. need to go dry my hair liao le.. cos today come home kinda late.. den bathe quite late oso.. hahhaz... kkiez.. next time den explain thoroughly wad had happened for the past few days.. take care frens.. oyasumi nasai.. muackiez muackz.. =)

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at 3/28/2004 12:11:00 AM


Thursday, March 25, 2004
erm.. k0nbaNwa!! heez. kiez.. haiz.. went for netball training today.. luckily not lily lee.. hahahz..kies.. kena bullied by the seniorz.. haiz.. forget it lahz.. they're lidat de.. haiz.. piSsed oFf.. during training, when we first warming up, dunno wads his name, frm the big ear hole gang de.. smack or not reali smack lahz.. the volleyball kena my face.. accidentally de.. haiz.. pissed oFf.. haiz.. they were playing volleyball near the netball court lohz.. haiz.. sobz sobz.. pain sia.. volleyball nehz.. haiz.. wah.. gerome is there.. wif cliff?? or harold.. dunno lahz.. hahhaz.. kies.. den.. jiahao was there too.. hmm.. juz found out sth.. jiahao is actually sec 4.. but he retain.. tts why he now sec 3.. hahahz.. haiz.. tot wad.. sianz 1/2.. den its lyk.. hahha.. they kept apologising lohz.. hahahz.. haiz.. kies.. wah.. these guys kinda power worz.. noe howta play volleyball, soccer, bball, a lil softball.. hmm.. found out sth too.. not all of them frm our sch bball team de.. only leon and tt few.. jansen and frens lohz.. gerome, blah blah blah is frm sengkang team de.. outside sch team de.. in sengkang.. the team call... 'strive'.. yupz.. 'strive'.. its the best so far... but in sengkang.. hahahz.. kies.. find one day go find find and see see.. hhahahz.. haiz.. sianz.. nth much things to do lohz.. but funny thing.. i fell aslp rite aft i fnsh my standardised test.. den when tcher collecting papers, i was still slping.. den she said 'slping beauty, wake up.' hahhaz.. funny sia.. hahhaz.. lame.. sianz.. wad to do now sia.. bored like hell lohz.. haiz.. jo playing ball wif linkin and de shun.. mayb fatt there oso.. haiz.. bored sia.. dunno wad to do now.. sianz 1/2.. kkies.. i think i go do homework liao le.. buaiz.. take care.. slp earli tonite.. muackiez muackz..

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at 3/25/2004 07:07:00 PM


Wednesday, March 24, 2004
k0nNicHiwA (",) hahahz.. hi guys.. haiz.. feeling so troubled.. hahahz.. haiz.. got new stuffz to complain.. hahahz..
`__sCh0oL`__sch today juz shuckz.. haiz.. during recess, cris and i kena caught.. cris kena caught for many ear piercings.. only 3 wad.. diaoz.. den i kena caught for earsticks.. haiz.. den cris kena suspended frm klass.. lame sia.. she's been sitting in the general office for 4hrs.. den 2.30, her mum came.. had a tok wif zaidi.. haiz.. heard frm her tt her mum was kinda pissed off.. but down there um-chio um-chio when toking to zaidi.. hahahz.. cannot stand it sia.. kies.. actually my parents was suppose to come.. but.. dad cant make it.. mum cant reali speak english.. so..... saved tt lil trouble.. however, zaidi had a talk wif my dad thru the fone baz. say he was disappointed cos we were express students frm a good exp class.. cannot stand it sia.. den say we're only allowed to wear silver or gold studs.. tts all.. nth more than tt.. haiz.. den say wad, parents muz control a lil.. so tt children wont break sch rules.. nonsense sia.. sianz.. haiz.. den my earsticks kena dumped away.. cris was forced to take out all her earrings lohz.. lame sia.. hahahz.. haiz.. sianz lahz.. haiz.. jialat lahz.. tml sure kena probe by kumar.. the shaufu(sp?) and zaidi sure complain to her one lohz.. sianz.. tis time sure kena nag one.. haiz.. sianz.. jia lat.. jia lat.. hahhaz..
__`LiFe ouTsidE scHooL`__haiz.. wad to do sia?? feeling juz so very sad.. very stressed.. very troubled lorz.. dulanz.. haiz.. so many things haf been happening.. there's problem wif frenship.. wif tis and tt.. haiz.. reali arhz.. wad's the point of having all tis when problems are occuring every now and then?? haiz.. i reali dun understand sia.. reali dun understand wad i reali wan.. haiz.. can any1 tell me wad do i wan exactly?? haiz.. pissed off.. haiz.. she seems so real.. yet seems so fake.. how can i trust pple lyk tis? haiz.. piSseD.. den my mum oso another one.. far too much le.. wan push me over to tt bitch there when her new hse comes.. haiz.. why?? i reali dunno y am i owaes being pushed ard.. sumtimes, i'm juz wondering... am i her real daughter or am i juz one ger whom she picked up frm any dustbin or wad.. haiz.. very sad u noe.. haiz.. guessed they cant blame me if there were to haf a day where by i reali chose the path 'death'.. haiz.. why?? reali dunno wad i shld do now... haiz.......................................
kkiez.. think i going off le.. feeling reali upset.. bUaiz bUaiz.. takE caRe.. oYasUmi naSaI.. sLp earLi.. suGar dReaMs.. mUacKies mUacKz.. huGz.. +hoPe evEryThinG wiLL g0 ouR waY for tiS timE.. maY iT b thE firsT n thE LasT cHancE tT i'M givEn bY GoD foR mY wronG doIngS+

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at 3/24/2004 08:55:00 PM


Tuesday, March 23, 2004
konnichiwa!!! haix.. feel so so upset... dunno y.. haiz.. feel stress too.. haiz.. sianz.. haiz.. wad to do sia.. having frens is lyk not having frens.. hahaz.. having wadever i haf now is lyk not having anything at all.. haiz.. why?? haiz.. reali dun understand.. hahaz.. life's a bitch.. life's no longer the one i used to enjoy.. haiz.. haiz.. reali dunno wad i shld do now.. haiz.. sianz.. think i going off le.. feeling so upset.. dun wanna drop any tears.. haiz.. byez.. take care.. muackz..

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at 3/23/2004 04:25:00 PM


Monday, March 22, 2004
oH yaH.. s0rRiE aRhz.. nvR teLL u guYs tT mY taGgiE(mY taG boaRd) iS riGhT aT thE boTtoM oF tIs sEcti0n.. pLs sCroLl aLL thE waY dowN anD taG.. tHx.. =)

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at 3/22/2004 09:21:00 PM


__`LiFe ouTsiDe sCh0oL`__ haiz.. sianz.. haiz.. too many things haf been going on.. too many things, too many qns haf flooded my mind.. haiz.. feeling super stress now.. haiz.. sch's one thing.. my life outside sch is another thing.. life at home is another thing.. i'm seriously very very stress.. so stress tt 'death' has ever come across in my mind.. but.. for the sake of my one and only tis special person in my life, i gave up the thought of it.. he's so so so very impt to me tt i reali wudnt noe wad i'll do if i were to lose him one day.. haiz.. we've been together for 4mths and 4 days(including today)..there're swt moments.. as well as heart breaking moments.. but i seriously didnt regret being wif him.. i seriously dun.. hmm.. haiz.. he's feeling sick today.. got food poisoning ytd.. den get diarohea(sp?).. den now feeling a lil feverish.. haiz.. sobz sobz.. my dear's falling sick.. actually he's oreadi sick.. sobz sobz.. haiz.. muz take care of him le.. haiz.. den ytd... he told me i looked a lil sick.. he said i looked pale.. haiz.. perhapz i'm sick baz.. only tt i didnt noe?? hahhaz.. haiz.. anwz.. i'll take care of myself de.. haiz.. and dear frens.. sorrie if i've given u guys attitude or wad.. pls forgif.. i've been feeling very very tired, very very stress... so please understand.. i promise i'll get back normal asap.. kiez?/ sorrie guys.. haiz.. and dear.. pls promise me to take good care of urself.. miss ya so much.. muackz..
__`sCh0oL`__ today is the 1st day of term 2, week 12 of sch.. sch today was kinda bored.. in fact its kinda bored everyday?? however.. today sch was like having songka lidat lehz.. very very quiet.. dunno why.. den when i go for recess, the queue for every store was like so short.. so lil pple were eating??? haiz.. usually its very pack and stuffz.. very noisy.. very lively.. but today is like.. haiz.. dunno wad to say.. was like.. haiz.. today isnt like the normal cvSs.. haiz.. feel so upset abt it.. however.. saw leon..................... aft sch.. yuPz... aft sch.. he was outside the 1st classrm of F block.. saw him.. kinda happy baz.. he've got those kinda squeezable face.. hahahz.. he changed hairstyle?? or did he cut short?? trim?? cos find tt he've grown a lil.... u noe?? hahhaz.. kkiez.. hmm.. however.. in either ways, he's still has tt squeezable look.. muahahhaz.. den today.. haiz.. saw tommy. when we nvr see him, we die oso cant see him.. however, when we see him frm sch start, we'll juz see him anywhere and everywhere in sch no matter where we go except the females.. wah.. den it was like.. eeKs.. spoil my day.. lose my appetite.. hhaahahz.. den today lunch, me and cris was at canteen toking to shaun i guess.. den wah.. cris was facing me.. den when she looked bhind me, she saw tommy.. den she straight away hide in a corner man.. den i was like trying to fig. out wad the hell she was doing, den i turned back.. saw him too.. eeKz... oh my god.. reali go anywhere sure will see him.. sianz.. den he changed tt bloody hairstyle of his.. yuckz.. combed tt outdated hairstyle.. spikey hair.. yupz.. hair so freaking short still comb wad spikey hair.. eeKzZ.. looked like an alien frm mars or sth lidat.. hahhahz.. kkiez.. guessed i've insulted him enuff.. juz hope tt my luck wont b as bad as today as to see him almost anywhere me and cris go.. .. hahahz.. den cris msged me.. den asked her abt the locker thingy.. tml go get form.. wan rent.. cos.. bag arhz.. reali heavy nehz.. muahahz... haiz.. kkiez.. think gtg liaoz.. need fnsh up homework.. muahahaz.. nvr see me so hardworking baz.. muahahhaz.. kkiez.. take care ladies and my dear.. muackiez muackz.. -oyasumi nasai.. slp earli nehz.. miss ya guys.. muackiez..-

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at 3/22/2004 08:41:00 PM


konnichiwa!! haiz.. now in sch.. mr koh's lesson.. bored nehz.. haiz.. everytime dunno do wad fark.. den today oso dunno do wad.. muahahahahz.. den.. haiz.. later dear fetching me worz.. muahahahhaz.. so happy sia.. hmm.. very sianz nehz.. so so sianz...... haiz.. kies lahz.. think i going off le.. need do work.. fucking mr koh.. wahhahahah.. kiez.. sayonara.. =P

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at 3/22/2004 01:17:00 PM


Saturday, March 20, 2004
hi.. i'm back again.. sianz sia.. today is lyk.. another boring day.. den made me and my dear sianz sianz.. cos when i tok to him on fone.. den its like.. kiez.. i'm not in the mood for anything.. den haiz.. he chose to ignore.. if not guarantee plus chop quarrel de.. haiz.. so lidat lohz.. but whenn i called him abt 1 hr later, everything is fine le.. so happy neehz.. but.. he.. haiz.. back suddenly pain.. den he no more pain killers.. sobz sobz.. den he.. haiz.. poor thing lehz.. den he said too bad i not there.. if not can hug him.. haiz.. +s0rRiE dEaR+ haiz.. nvm.. i'll try my best to b wif him whenever i can.. haiz.. poor thing sia.. my dear.. dear dear.. pls take care of urself.. how i wish u cud put ur sleep, ur work as top priority.. i dun bother if i'm more impt den gunbound or i'm less impt than gunbound.. but wad i wan is juz for u to slp earli, get enuff slp, fnsh ur work on time blah blah blah.. i can gif up on meeting u, and toking to u juz to let u play gunbound aft u fnsh ur work and get enuff slp.. things now is like.. haiz.. u've been slping late bcoz of gunbound.. didnt touch ur project bcoz of gunbound.. haiz.. u noe how worried i am or not.. haiz.. sobz.. haiz.. forget it lahz.. haiz.. good thing tt my dear slping earli tonite.. not tt i dun wanna slp earli.. is tt i cant slp yet.. i've juz eaten.. if i slp now sure gain weight de.. haiz.. sobz.. nvm lahz.. will slp earli de.. dun worrie.. kkie.. think i going off le.. got impt things to do.. hahhaz.. kkiez.. buaiz buaiz.. oyasumi nasai.. swt dreams.. slp tite.. muackiez muackz.. t0 mY onE anD onLy bLovEd dEaR.. aIshIteRu.. =) muacKz.. huGz..

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at 3/20/2004 11:38:00 PM


ohayo gozaimas.. =) sorry if there's any sp mistake.. fine.. hahaz.. kkz.. hmm.. dunno why.. but i juz feel kinda down when i juz woke up in the earli morn? haiz.. dunno why... those feelings seemed to b back again.. its kinda frustrating.. haiz.. terrible headaches.. nites of no good slps.. haiz.. sooner or later, u'll see me giving attitudes.. or showing u those lan lan or sianz sianz look.. but i cant b blamed.. everytime when sth bad's gonna happen, i'll encounter all tis.. everything will be fine aft it've ended.. but.. haiz.. wad's gonna happen tis time lehz?? *woNdeRinG* haiz.. having headache now.. pissed off.. sianz.. time passes so damn slow.. wad am i suppose to do in tis slow passing hrs?? am i suppose to slack ard?? slp?? waste my time?? or shld i juz leave it to others to plan my day for me??? haiz.. i'm juz pissed off.. pissed off!!!!!!!!! haiz... sianz.. haiz.. guess i'm gonna go off soon.. think i'm gonna do some home work.. fnsh my art.. fnsh my project.. den can slack like no one else's business... haiz.. today juz shucks too.. farked.up.me.has.a.farked.up.life. isnt it correct?? hahhaz.. take care frens.. enjoy ur day.. sayonara.. muackz..

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at 3/20/2004 11:48:00 AM


Friday, March 19, 2004
haiz.. juz got home at abt an hr ago.. hahahz.. today oso another shuckies day.. bored.. damn bored.. hahhaz.. hmm.. was thinking where to go on my bdae.. cos my frens say wanna go escape.. sianz sia.. tt place is like reali go until sianz lorz.. so how sia.. haiz.. sobz sobz.. sianz.. den haben contact most of my primary sch frens.. sum of them say go walk walk.. tt one oso sianz liaoz.. haiz.. how sia.. boreed!!!!!!! haiz.. so ish lyk.. can u guys gif me advice on where to go on my bdae... its like, singapore is lack of places to go.. den its like.. bored!!! hmm.. den i is like plan.. ard 1.30 go out wif my sec sch frens.. den go wif them until abt 4 plus lidat.. den 4 plus go meet primary sch frens for awhile.. den close to 7 meet johan they all den ton lohz.. but dunno will everything b fine or not.. or mayb i shld meet primary sch frens first horz?? hahahz.. haiz.. cos its like.. we celebrating on friday.. 16th april.. den its like.. escape might not b open.. so how sia??? sianz.. ll.. if escape not open.. den jin jin, joleen n chrystle might not b able to go.. i noe cristal, wenling, jacqueline and huimin is on one.. but.. haiz.. lanz.. sianz lahz.. hmm... den until now haben able to contact natalie, janice.. wah.. sianz.. reali wan die le lahz.. haiz.. actually still got long time.. but these pple need advance booking de.. if not sure cannot make it de.. sianz 1/2.. or mayb i shld celebrate on 17th april huhz?? haiz.. how lahz.. kkiez.. i go ask my lao bu first.. confirm the date den see howz.. kkiez??? take care den.. muackiez muackz..

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at 3/19/2004 09:18:00 PM


ahahhaz.. quite happy thou i had a hard time.. hmm.. guess wad.. i've change my blogger's backgrd.. now is the anime one.. love hina.. heez.. love tis anime.. actually wanna put final fantasy de.. cos my dear loves it.. but.. dun haf nice one.. only got one.. den not nice one.. den nvr put lohz.. hahahz.. but kinda upset oso.. cos my taggie ended up at the place where my blogs are.. sobz sobz.. haiz.. muz find cris to help me le.. hahhaz.. haiz.. sobz sobz.. did haf a hard time doing tis, changing tt.. hahahz.. but aft all.. think its kinda worth it.. cos i reali love it.. hahhahhaz.. haiz.. sianz.. later everyone going out.. only left me and my freaking 2nd sis at home.. shucks man.. hate it.. stay at home wif her might as well ask me go die lorz.. shucks lahz.. haiz... sianz.. haiz.. miss my dear dear alot.. hahhaz.. hmm.. i reali power nehz.. till now i'm still slacking.. haben start to do homework.. muahahhaz.. haiz.. jialat.. think later go do.. if not i tell u horz.. sch reopen gotta do alot of lines writing.. hahahz.. chinese the punishment - lines writing.. english the punishment - lines writing.. everything oso lines writing.. my sch so useless.. hahhaz.. hmm.. later go do homework.. den go trim finger nails.. den go pack bag and stuffz.. hahahz.. den can tok on fone happily like no one's business.. muahahhaz.. i sotz le.. kkz.. think i going off le.. buaiz buaiz.. dear dear.!! miss u alot lehz!! muackiez muackz..

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at 3/19/2004 01:18:00 PM


Thursday, March 18, 2004
haiz.. sianz 1/2.. stupid sister touch my stuffz.. deleted everything.. i'm now re-writting tis msg.. haiz.. today.. at ard 8plus i went out to meet jo.. actually wanted to pass him a letter.. but in the end followed him to bball court to watch them play bball.. fatt, linkin, de shun, jason, marcus aka xiao pang, jiahao and alot of unknowns were there.. they play game lohz.. den its like.. kkz.. xiaopang was short and chubby.. and as well, the youngest there.. hahhaz.. den when they running all over the court, xiao pang was like cannot get the bball den in the game, he hardly get to touch the ball.. den there was once when he got the ball.. den he was like cheong all the way solo to shoot.. hahahz... very cute baz.. and yah.. there was once he sat down there wif jason.. den he is like went down to a kind of kneeling position.. den jason said 'eh y u at the doggie position.. come i do wif u..' hahhahz.. den i was like down there laugh until pengz.. hahahz.. they horz.. i reali got nth to say.. play bball can oso play until lidat.. more power than the pple at pasir ris.. hahhaz.. seriously arhz.. xiaopang is reali a very cute boi.. hahhaz.. hmm.. den aft awhile abt 1/2 an hr, i went off lohz.. jo sent me home.. den.. i called him when i got home.. haiz.. lil did i noe tt i forgot to pass him the letter!!!! haiz.. pissed off.. haiz.. sobz sobz.. nvm lahz.. think i'll pass it to him some other time when we meet again lorz.. haiz.. sianz.. haiz.. hahha.. juz now when i got home, saw cris's msg on my taggie.. yupz.. will miss u de.. u dunno mehz.. past few days very low sia.. no fun.. bored till wanna die le lahz.. all ur fault.. hahahhaz.. muz entertain me more kkz?? hahhahaz.. kkz lahz.. think going off le lahz.. sianz 1/2.. super pissed sia.. fark sia.. kkz.. take care frens.. muackz.. and.. haPpY 4tH aNnivErsaRy dEaR.. muacKiez muaCkz..

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at 3/18/2004 09:30:00 PM


..HaPpY 4tH aNnIveRsaRy dEaR!! *181103-180304*.. hahahz.. haiz.. sianz.. ytd stayed out till 10+ 11.. den got home at abt 11.30 lidat.. haiz.. sianz 1/2.. i've been going home kinda late these wk.. hahahaz.. perhapz its hols baz.. den next mth my bdae.. can stay out again.. hahhaz.. so happy sia.. hahhaz... haiz.. sianz 1/2.. miss cristal alot sia.. tt ger is lost in my world for god knows how long.. haiz.. den i haf been slacking since hols started.. homework didnt reali complete.. hahhaz.. power horz?/ hahhaz.. very sianz sia.. no mood to do homework.. sianz.. i guess i'm isnt myself lorz.. feel very weird, very strange.. hahahz.. haiz.. hols is ending very very soon.. in abt another 3 days time.. 72hrs+++ more to go.. haiz.. monday gotta return to sch.. later haf to return to sch for dunno wad freaking geog remedial.. sianz.. 2 to 4 in the aftn.. haiz.. tt tcher dunnno how to choose time sia.. haiz.. shucks.. life shucks sia.. hahaz.. haiz.. sianz.. wad to do!!!! bored.. den tml i dunno if i shld return to pri sch to help out at the netball team not.. got pple jio me go back.. but dunno wanna go or not.. du lanz sia.. hahhaz.. mayb juz drop by awhile while.. den go off lorz.. but the freaking training is 7 to 9.. muz wake up so freaking earli.. haiz.. sianz.. nvm lahz.. go oso good.. missed my juniors.. hahhaz.. so long nvr see them le.. hahaz.. sianz.. dunno lahz.. i juz feel so weird in sch now.. the trust, the real laughters, the joy doesnt seems to b there anymore.. sch now is like so damn quiet.. laughters seems so fake.. it seems to me tt everything we do in sch is being forced or wad lorz.. very very quiet.. very very dead.. i've lost interest in sch.. haiz.. frens there juz seems so fake.. feeling so insecure.. the feeling is back once and again.. why muz i encounter such things wherever i go?? is God playing me?? haiz.. i'm so upset.. haiz.. why muz all these rubbishz once again occur in my life?? i tot i wud haf a new beginning.. but.. haiz.. my hopes, my dreams has shattered.. heart so broken.. haiz.. lyk wad Joyna has as her nick in msn, ' do not trust the pple whom u trust most, they owaes tend to hurt more than any body else.. ' its true.. dun u think so.. feeling so lost in tis new environment once again.. feeling so sad.. but why is tis so?? i dun noe.. and i dun wanna noe.. i'm sure it gotta hurt if i come abt to noe wad is going on.. i rather live in a world of uncertains, a world of no trust den to noe every single thing frm my frens and my love ones.. haiz.. wad i wish for now is juz to haf a nice and comfortable slp.. a slp tt wud bring me to nowhere but peace.. haiz.. take care frens.. muackz..

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at 3/18/2004 10:12:00 AM


Tuesday, March 16, 2004
haiz.. fark the day man.. its a freaking boring day.. things juz dun go the way i wan it to b.. kena nag by my mum dunno how many times.. i'm juz so pissed off man.. so wad her mood is bad?? so wad if things now arent going her way?? wad's the big deal man???!!?!? farking piece of shit.. haiz.. her mood changes reali fast sia.. in a while, we're chatting so so so good like frens lidat.. the other moment, u see her nagging u, shouting at u like no one's business.. fark lohz.. haiz.. na bei.. today oso dunno wad's so wrong.. no mood to do any thing.. juz feel like slping slping and juz slping.. hope tt i cud slp slp and juz slp like no one's business.. haiz.. irritating.. today juz suckz.. 16 march 2004 suckz.. it juz suckz.. haiz.. i'm having a freaking headache now.. wad to do??? hahhaz.. there's nth i cud do but juz to slack ard.. isnt it?? today juz suckz lahz.. haiz.. i rather go to sch and haf lessons than to stay at the freaking home lohz.. fark the day.. haiz.. juz hope tt i wud get over tis freaking day asap.. and hope tt there wudnt haf any other days tt wud haf the same situation occuring again!!! haiz.. going off liaoz lahz.. pissed off man!!! haiz.. take care frens.. and my dear.. pls take good care of urself.. rmb to eat.. miss u so much.. muackz..

*sorrie for using so so so much vulgarities today.. i'm juz pissed off.. sorry.. =( *

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at 3/16/2004 07:09:00 PM


Monday, March 15, 2004
hi.. haiz.. went to sch in the morn today.. got sci remedial.. luckily tml's lesson cancelled.. lizard say she teach fnsh liaoz.. hahhaz.. haiz.. den thurs got geog remedial frm 2 to 4 in the aftn.. wah.. i'm gonna b pissed off man.. i lan lan thruout the whole lesson de.. so hot man.. why muz tt miss ang choose to haf remedial in the aftn?? wah lao.. reaLi du lan nehz.. haiz.. den today juz heard tt we're going to malaysia on may 26.. for dunno wad geog xcursion lohz.. haiz.. only going for tt few hrs.. why nvr stay there arhz?? lanz.. stupid sch.. haiz.. forget it lahz.. very sianz nehz.. wad to do?? later most probably going out to meet my dear dear... haiz.. sianz 1/2.. very sianz.. haiz.. wad to do?? haiz.. i very worried nehz.. i'm sumhow still in hols mood.. mayb u think tt there's nth wrong wif having hols mood now.. but its like.. dunno why lahz.. i juz dun gif it a damn to do my work.. hahahz.. haiz.. wad to do.. very worried nehz.. idiotic sia.. when i wanna do work tt time, sure got sth going on tt will stop me frm doing my work.. if not i'll do my work den do until fall aslp.. tts very very stupid lohz.. haiz.. du lanz.. lidat i oso dunno how to complete my work sia.. haiz.. sianz.. kkz lahz.. think i going off le.. going to change and stuff den go out le.. take care frens.. muackiez..

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at 3/15/2004 01:51:00 PM


Sunday, March 14, 2004
haiz.. very sianz nehz.. oso dunno wad to do.. i pity my dear dear.. ytd ton.. today got work earli in the morning.. haiyoz.. haiz.. den aft he went home.. saw his msg on my taggie.. den he went to slp.. glad to noe tt he's home lohz.. whole day nvr hear frm him... juz got his reply.. so worried sia.. tot wad might haf happened.. haiz.. scare me.. now i've noe tt he's home resting den can liaoz.. hahahz.. paiseh arhx.. i is lidat de.. myab u guys might think tt i worrie for sum1 far too much le.. but tis is ME.. hahhaz.. u dun like oso no choice.. i'm born lidat.. muahahhahz.. hmm.. juz feel very weird if sum1 close to me didnt lemme noe how r they aft work or sch or wad lohz.. paiseh arhz.. i noe i very the troublesome.. hahhahaz.. haiz.. sianz.. now helping linkin to do sth.. hahahz.. kkz lahz.. think i going off liaoz.. aft helping linkin.. i go pack my stuff for tml lesson den mayb go slp le.. tired sia.. paiseh. take care frnes.. i'll update u guys tml.. muackz.. LAST thing.. *paiseh arhz..* mY dEaResT dEaR jO.. pLs rEsT weLL.. reSt tiTe.. wiLL miSs u dE.. acTuaLLy miSs u LiaOz.. taKe go0d caRe oF uRseLf.. duN faLL siCk.. kKz?? miSs u s0 mucH.. LovE u oWaeS n f0rEveR.. mUacKz.. huGz.. t.d.D.u.P!!!

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at 3/14/2004 08:22:00 PM


good morning!! actually good nitez lahz.. so damn tired nehz.. today reached home ard 8 plus close to 9 in the morning.. ytd i went out ard 4 plus.. met yanling first.. den go bishan.. junction 8 very lac nehz.. forget it.. at least its better than white sands.. hahahz.. its like.. we went there.. walk walk until 6 plus.. den dad called.. say can go liaoz.. den headed towards cityhall to meet jo,fatt and linkin lohz.. den aft meeting.. we went to ms.. go there watch butterfly effect.. kinda nice show.. very sad at the ending.. sobz sobz.. haiz.. den aft tt.. went to m.s. de arcade.. kena force to dance para para.. lose face nia.. hahahz.. den stay at the arcade ard 2 plus lohz.. until the arcade and bowling centre close.. den we went to take nR7 back to pasir ris.. fatt brought yanling to his hse.. linkin went home.. terrence oso went home.. den me and jo slack ard lohz.. reach pasir ris abt 4 plus in the morning lohz.. oso no where to go.. sianz sia.. den walk walk ard slack slack lohz.. slack until morning lohz... bo liaoz sia.. hahahz.. cannot blame lahz.. haiz... den morning came home.. straight away went to bathe.. den cant slp sia.. den its like.. come home only tt freaking sis of mine kpkb.. den quarrel lohz.. nabei.. den she went out.. den come to the computer.. hahahz.. haiz.. sianz nia.. wad to do?? i lost all the mood sia.. no mood to do homework.. no mood to do anything.. irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sharkz.. haiz.. dunno wad to do lahz.. think i going off first.. go watch show.. muahahahhz.. take care frens.. muackz..

[missed you`]
at 3/14/2004 11:03:00 AM


Saturday, March 13, 2004
haPpY biRtHdaY jaCqUeLinE!!
hi.. i'm back.. AGAIN.. hahahz.. hmm.. ytd went to pasir ris.. to reborn my hair.. jac and jes cut their hair lohz.. haiz.. thou i reborn my hair liaoz.. but tt person help me cut until so short.. haiz.. sianz.. worst of all.. everytime i eat, bathe and do lotsa other things, very inconvenient sia.. haiz.. du lanz.. hahahz.. haiz. later going out.. so happy.. reali very long nvr go out play.. miss 2003 december hols sia.. sobz sobz.. den ytd in sch kinda funny.. but no fun.. haiz.. den on the way to pasir ris i called cris to tell her abt so many things abt leon, jenson they all.. hahahz.. she was so damn pissed off man.. *soRriE LaHz.. noT oN puRposE dE maHz..* hahahz.. haiz.. sianz.. very bored nehz.. wad to do.. wad to do??!!?!??! sianz.. anwz.. got a happy news!! i've once again bcum lighter!! cut down on weight again!! hahahz.. so happy sia.. now i'm gonna love my sch manz.. can study den can oso cut down on weight.. tis is call.. kill 2 birds wif 1 stone.. hahahhz.. i so happy manz.. cnt pon sch.. muz go sch everyday!! hahahz.. frm my actual 42kg den drop to 40kg.. den now drop till 37kg.. wah lao.. so happy sia.. my sch ROCKZ!! hahahhaz.. kkz lahz.. think i go off first.. if not later i high den u guys jialat.. muahahaz.. take care frenz.. muackz..

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at 3/13/2004 11:33:00 AM


Thursday, March 11, 2004
*haPpY 13th biRtHdaY cRisTaL*
ohayo!!!! i'm back.. hahahz.. hmm.. today in sch kinda bored.. actually not sch lohz.. its tp.. lolz.. lame manz.. kkz.. haiz.. time passes so slow today.. didnt noe why.. but juz felt tt way.. normally time wud juz fly.. but today it seems like the time is walking.. its reali very slow.. haiz.. sobz.. today at tp very sianz lohz.. its like.. haiz.. dunno wad to say lahz.. den he came ard searching for me.. so its like.. i see him den i get lost.. hide myself some where lohz.. didnt noe why too.. but juz dun feel like toking to him or seeing him.. haiz.. why will things turn out to b lidat?? i dunno.. i reali dunno.. haiz.. _aFt tHe sPorTs daY enD_-> hahaz.. aft the whole thing end.. me and cris went out of tp.. saw tommy heading towards the bus stop.. so we walk off quickly.. walk and walk until go missing.. hahhaz.. den saw posb bank.. den i headed towards it.. walk into it.. to make some things.. den.. hahahz.. jenson and 2 other bball de guys walked in.. hahhaz.. cris see them den so high.. cant stand it.. hahahz.. den we down there toking abt leon.. hahhaz.. his face is like.. like very nice to see lohz.. hahahz.. den we met johan.. cos we got lost.. den he meeting me oso mahz.. so we waited for him and boarded a bus together.. __oN tHe bUs__-> hahahaz.. i cud admit tt i've nvr been so high on a bus b4.. me, cris and my dear took the last row.. the back seats of the bus.. den its like.. 3 of us took 5 seats.. kkz.. den its like.. we've been screaming, laughing and doing all kinda things on bus lohz.. haiz.. cant stand it.. i power sia.. on one day can play 2 diff rows.. and summore at the same time.. same venue.. hahhaz. played lesbian wif cris.. and real steads wif my dear.. hhahahaz.. ___iN taMp maLL___-> hahahz.. when me & jo walk into tm.. hahhaz.. lotsa seniors and sec 1s and some sec 2 guys sa me wif jo.. den nvr diao me liaoz.. hahahz.. so happy worz.. hahahz.. *but dear.. pls dun get the wrong idea.. i dun stead wif u juz for protection!! pls understand!!* haiz.. aft all these.. we went back to pasir ris.. aft i made my stuffz.. den i went off to meet jo again.. den we went to the park lohz.. den raining.. nabei.. haiz.. cnt blame lahz.. tis few days keep raining.. haiz.. den sit sit in the park.. slack ard.. den went home aft tt lohz.. haiz.. tired nehz.. today happen quite alot of stuffz.. hahahz.. tired sia.. think i going off le.. type so long.. hahahz.. kkz.. take care frens.. and of cos my deaR!! muackz.. huGz..

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at 3/11/2004 08:12:00 PM


Tuesday, March 09, 2004
haiz.. quarrelled again.. but got back anwz.. haiz.. today.. he was the main topic of our quarrel lohz.. haiz.. very upset.. not bcoz of him.. but i'm very upset tt we've been quarrelling reali almoz every 2-3 days... haiz.. i dunno wad to say lahz.. sad lohz.. haiz.. ever since camp tt day till now, i didnt haf good nitez lohz.. camp tt nite, i was thinking of him.. missing him so so much.. aft camp tt nite which was a sat, we almoz quarrelled.. didnt reali slp well.. cos i sort of did some thinking abt it.. haiz.. sunday nitez.. went out lohz.. come home.. so tired.. but still didnt slp well cos i'm still thinking and wondering haf i did anything so wrong not?? haiz.. monday.. sch staart, loads and tonnes of work.. den met him ard 7.30pm lidat.. till 10pm.. we tok tok.. do some work.. den he sent me back lohz.. haiz.. den.. today.. tues.. english remedial fnsh le.. tis was the last lesson.. den got go lahz.. kinda enjoy myself.. but.. haiz.. life in sch was freaking tired and irritating.. dunno why i juz hate his face now.. haiz.. dun wan contact him liaoz.. i oso dun wish to.. haiz.. my sch in cvss seems to bring me lotsa problems.. first was tt matter.. now come tis matter.. den wad am i gonna xpect in the future yrs in cvss?? haiz.. why r we quarrelling over all these matters tt didnt and wont affect our relationship???? haiz.. very sad.. hate the quarrels man.. everytime quarrel only i feel like crying.. haiz.. reali very sad.. haiz haiz haiz.. .t.i.R.e.D. haiz.. he's kinda correct lahz.. i only seems to care for myself sia.. its like.. i like i do.. i dun bother if it hurts ur feelings or not?? haiz.. very fierce nehz..dun like dun like.. haiz.. *dear.. dun quarrel liaoz kkz??* haiz.. but everytime lidat oso no use.. no matter wad, we'll still quarrel.. tt time lidat now is oso lidat.. fed up manz.. haiz.. dunno lahz.. however.. we got back le.. very happy worz.. hahahz.. kkz lahz.. i go bathe first.. buaiz.. take care.. miss ya so much.. muackz..

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at 3/09/2004 08:37:00 PM


Sunday, March 07, 2004
haiz.. so tired.. thou the camp ended ytd.. my back was still aching.. haiz.. worst of all.. i took my results ytd.. and i failed my literature.. sad sia.. so upset.. feel like crying now.. haiz.. my mind.. kinda flooded wif lotsa qns.. so many things happen.. and i didnt reali seem to bother much.. dunno why.. i hope tis isnt the point where i want to gif up on everything baz.. juz feel very tired lohz.. so tired tt i needed a long rest.. i dunno y.. but things tt happened quite sometime ago is in my mind again.. all the quarrels i had wif him since i stead wif him till now haf been floating in my mind once again.. not only the quarrels, the sweet moments we've shared, the long swt talks we've shared thru the fone, the swt msges we've been sending each other day and nite, those serious talks we had haf been floating in my mind since friday when i was in sch for the sch camp.. w/o knowing y.. i had long hrs of thinking.. i dunno y.. but i juz had long hrs of thinking.. very tired.. i'm reali very tired.. haiz.. i feel tt i'm a great failure in life.. once i was a love councillor, but now i didnt noe wad to do for my own relationship.. arent i a great failure?? hahaz.. dunno lahz.. haiz.. i'm seriously very tired.. think i going off le.. i'm gonna haf an earli nite.. slp earli frens.. muackz..

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at 3/07/2004 10:47:00 PM


Thursday, March 04, 2004
ohayo!! hahahz.. haiz.. sianz 1/2... tml is sch's bonding camp.. sianz until dunno wad to say.. wah lao.. how i wish i dun need to go.. sianz.. sianz u noe.. den today very funny.. saw tommy.. den he say nvr go watch nemo arhz?? say wad.. second part coming out soon.. is wad the dad go missing den the son go find him.. lame sia.. hahhaz.. he's such a lamer.. duh.. hhaz.. i juz called him.. wah.. he sounded very mature.. very uncle.. scare me sia.. tot was his dad.. hahahz.. haiz.. but not bad arhz.. he's quite frendly de.. hahhaz.. he say he calling me back worz.. hahahz.. me like very dua pai nehz.. hahahz.. haiz.. den today in sch osoo gone case.. me and cristal very high sia.. cannot help it sia.. haiz.. but sth sad.. jac nearly fainted in sch today.. she low blood.. sad nehz.. haiz.. muz take care of her liaoz.. hahahz.. actually today oso nth much to blog abt.. sianz sia.. den i think i going off first.. go bathe and stuffz.. den pack stuff for tml's camp.. den go slp.. hahaz.. take care den.. miss ya.. muackz..

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at 3/04/2004 07:59:00 PM


Wednesday, March 03, 2004
ohayo!! so long nvr blog liaoz.. hahahz.. haiz.. today nvr go sch.. sianz sia.. earli in the morning do hw do until wanna die liaoz.. so tired sia.. haiz.. den now still waiting for huimin's call.. sianz sia.. bored bored bored..!! haiz.. bored nehz.. reali bored.. den my mum she say she noe i got stead.. den she say she wont interfere unless i listen to her.. like.. dun slp late lahz.. cannot tok on fone too long during sch dayz.. blah blah blah.. irritating nehz.. but sth good.. i can go out every saturday worz.. hahahz.. haiz.. sianz.. friday got bonding camp.. den cannot bring fone.. den cannot tok to my dear for 1 and a half days.. terrible nehz.. hahahz.. sianz sia.. i think today got alot of homework lehz.. cos today got sci and geog.. den mayb chinese got hw.. but i think english sure will haf hw.. english like everytime oso haf hw one nehz.. irritating sia.. hahaz.. i juz fnsh the bloody compo.. but haben fnsh the compo for farah's lesson.. wah lao.. tis time die jialat man.. haiz.. sianz.. .s.T.r.e.S.s. sia.. hahhaz.. gone case lahz.. hahhaz.. i've change my background liaoz.. hahahz.. cool seh.. tatty bear de worz.. my species.. hahahz.. eekz.. i so bhb.. tatty bear so cute.. i lidat say.. insult the bear sia.. wah sianz.. hahahz.. i sotz le lahz.. lolz.. hahahz.. cannot stand it.. haiz.. dear huimin. when will u b home?? hahahz.. i reali sotz liaoz.. haiz.. forget it lahz.. i shall wait patiently.. den i going off liaoz.. i shall start revising for my geog., history n literature test le.. blog in some other time lohz.. buaiz... muackz.. *huGz*

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at 3/03/2004 02:38:00 PM


Monday, March 01, 2004
ohayo!! hahahz.. hmm.. today very sianz nehz.. but in sch kinda fun.. hmm.. tommy play wif water sia.. so cute.. cant blief he did tt anw.. i think he's a frendly ah beng.. but where got ah beng frendly de??? hahaz.. oh.. i forgot.. my *dear dear lao gong* is one very good example.. hahahz... haiz.. den today cristal was like *cristal rocks! cristal rocks!* i reali laugh until wanna faint le lahz.. hahahz.. cute sia.. den today i gave cristal a kiss on the cheek at compass pt.. hahahz.. diaoz.. perhapz i too high today.. tts why.. diaoz.. hahahz.. haiz.. sianz lahz.. i need to go off again.. need to do hw.. got lotsa work need to do.. sianz 1/2.. haiz... du lan.. but cant blame.. who ask me to get into tis kinda sch.. ritez?? diaoz.. kkz.. gtg liaoz.. take care guys.. miss ya owaes.. love ya forever man.. muackz.. *huGz*

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at 3/01/2004 06:50:00 PM


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